Well i have not had a good night's rest in the past week. So bare with me as I write.Basically all this is, is what is going throw my mind. I cry, a lot actually. I have this boyfriend, let's call him Bob. Wow, such creativity put into that name, alright then, how does Dimitri sound. Yum, right? Russian. So Dimitri is one of those "NO! STAY AWAY, HE IS A MAN WHORE!!!" And I, above all people...

Does anyone ever feel like they have a purpose in life?.....I was one to think that my purpose was, i have no purpose. That i was a useless breath of air roaming this world. Just taking space. My existence showing no great value, or sign of importance. Depression, that's one way to put it. To feel like the whole world is on "play" while your stuck on "pause" and your remote, well it's just no...

I was never one to believe in love, I was skeptical, I always found it so irrational and stupid. Two people don't really feel this spark that's so called love right? It's all in there head. But then you came along, yes you should know exactly who you are, you came into my life. At first I despised your ways. You were careless, confident, you weren't afraid to speak your mind. Everything I used to...

Therapy. It bothers me at times. It's frustrating. And it's one of those things that I don't tell people I do. Most probably think I am insane, imagine if they heard this? I'm not ashamed of it at all, but I just don't like people giving me those looks. The one that says "your some crazy psychopath" well yup. Therapy isn't that bad except they seem to only do one thing, the therapist that is. They...

Cemeteries, I don’t know why I like it there. Most people are creep out by them. I am not saying that they don’t creep me out what so ever, it is just that there is something there. Like a strange aura that attracts me to go.My main reason to go there is because of Christee. Ah, I really miss her. She was my brother’s fiancée. She died from a lung disease, they thought it was just a bad...