There have been so many things on my mind lately...and I don't know what to do about any of them. I really want to tell my famliy that I have been suicidal, and that I used to cut...but I don't want them to think less of me. I am absolutely terrified of telling them. But I think they deserve to know.I'm just afraid that everyone will treat me different, and that I may even lose the trust of a few...

I am sorry for the lack in story updates! I don't have internet at my house right now, and the laptop that I got today has problems. So it may take awhile between updates, and I am so very sorry.I am hoping to have the laptop fixed in the next few days to next week. Once again I am very VERY sorry. :/(As a side note, I do not recomend buying laptops and Sol's Jewelry and Loans. Their computers are...

I am still going through a severe depression, but about a year and a half ago was when my depression reached it's worst.I cut, I thought about suicide; to the point of knowing how I could do it the easiest. My mother got me into counseling after I did a poetry project for school about depression. Funny thing is, my counselor never asked if I was suicidal. So, when I finally told my mom about the...

This is really just a rant...so sorry if anyone is reading this.I can't go a day without standing infront of the mirror and start pointing out everything I hate about myself, my weight, my hair, my eyes, my face shape, EVERYTHING!!! Every single day I stand infront of the mirror and suck my stomach in to try and make a goal to how skinny I want to get.I can't trust anyone, I always get stabbed in...