So I did it....my mom said she would call some counciler. She said she was dissapointed that I didn't want to talk to her and I'm like I find it easier to talk to strangers about personal things.

So yeah, it is my third but I need all your guyz help.I'm gonna ask my mom for a counseler so that should be fun. Hopefully I can get over my depression type thing and live a nomal life. (Ha Ha)But the thing that I don't get is a shower doesn't help, tea doesn't help, even AFI doesn't help and thats saying something. I can't figure out whats wrong with me and I'm fed up with it. My writing is...

I FUCKING HATE SCIENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!They were taling about the skull and they showed different age's skulls. It fucking pissed me off because there was this infants and then there was a twelve year old's and I started crying and my science teacher started yelling at me for disturbing other people.I feel really sick and depressed and shit but thats not suprising. I really think I need a...

Well, last night I took this shower becaseu I was pissed and normally taking a shower helps me to fel better but it made me worse. It made me realize everyone was like the little drops of water falling down the drain, always falling, going against gravity, and being pulled to their demise. Plus we had to watch someone die in Science in a flippin' movie about the flippin' body. I DON'T FUCKING CARE...

I'm really bored right now. Actually I'm always bored so there's nothing new there.i feel sad becasue no one's reading my stories both on INO and on here. *sniffles* oh well they arent that good anyway.blech