Every time see him, my mind goes back to our last conversation. My heart swells with sadness and lost hope. I cannot think as this happens, I can’t even breathe! Why doesn’t he show the same pain as I do? Oh right because he never loved me, not even a little.But sometimes I wonder, does he love me? Does he feels the same pain, but chooses not to show it, to make a fake appearance of being...

A week ago everything was okay, hell, I was okay. I wasn’t having nightmares I was actually sleeping at night. My shoulder stopped hurting. (For some unknown reason) I even officially published my poem book “the silence is deafening” I mean real book published it. I was okay. My friends were my friends I couldn’t control them. But I was learning to cope with their bull-crap. I was doing...

I know most teenagers say this. “I feel so alone!” but I really think this is different. Please before you roll your eyes and click the back button. Let me tell you the full story.My boyfriend Chris he cheated on me with two other chicks! I was going to break up with him because he treated my best friend like crap. And all they ever did was fight and fight and fight. I couldn’t handle it...

(This is just a dream so don’t freak out!)I woke up to something slapping at me face. I don’t open my eyes because they have a strange heavy feeling on them. I figure it’s just an after effect of sleep. I try to wipe my eyes but my wrists are bound. My eyes fling open. They immediately begin to sting. All I can see is a warped sun above me.I try to thrash my head back and forth. I cannot...

okay so i have been having this dream since 3 weeks ago. and it's buggen me. so i just want to know the meaning of it. before it makes me go crazy.so here it is:i appear on a road. it's the kind that just goes on and on. on each side of the road is houses. all of the ones i have lived in. the white appartment my mom lived in when i was born to the brown trailer i live in now. all along the sides...

i went to school the other day and there was a new janitor. okay before i can go on with this story i have to tell you some history about me. we lived in California for a little while i was little. my brother was even littler. so we moved in with my moms boyfriend. his name was Richard. well weeks go by and Richard got bad. all i'm going to say was he was horrible. scary nightmares horrible. so...