What was supposed to be one of the best experiences of my high school life instead turned out to be something that I wish had never happened.Well, no. I wish it had happened differently. Everyone else came away with great friendships, and I came away hated. I want to go back, though. I miss Okaasan, my host mother. She's the best mother I've ever had.I hate the way people do this. Like I don't...

My parents have gone past the point of protective. A while ago I asked them to treat me like an adult, but now they treat me like a retarded adult. They act like I should be able to do things for myself, but that I still need them to tell me what I should do for myself.Take, for instance, this evening. I had planned to go to my friend Kitty's place, go out with her brother's youth group and then...

Hey guys,Sorry I haven't updated Did You Get What You Deserve? in a while. I'm in Japan! And before that I was getting ready to go to Japan. And before that I had writer's block.But I will be back in New Zealand on the 17th, so I will update that weekend.Sorry again for the lack of communication.See you all next week!(Damn this length specification Mibba has. Hopefully these parentheses will make...

There's a new girl in my class this year. Well, two actually, but one of them has become a good friend of mine. Her name is Sylvia. And yesterday, she said she could get me in touch with a colleague of her mum's, who is an author, and who in turn can get me in touch with a publisher!*dances around happily* I'M SO EXCITED!!!So I am now working really hard on my book, and Mibba will be taking a...

I just watched An Inconvenient Truth for the first time in ages. I now feel compelled to go out and plant some trees. I've decided that no-one is too young to fight global warming, and I'm going to do my bit. I'm going to write to newspapers. They call us "Clean, Green New Zealand," so why shouldn't we live up to our name? Why is it so hard to buy a hybrid car? Why do you walk down the street and...

I feel kinda stupid putting this on the internet...Come to think of it, if I feel so stupid, why am I doing it?Whatever. I think my other personality is taking over today XDAnyways, there are only two songs that make me cry. Only two.Wanna know what they are?Okay, the first one is "Far Away" by Nickelback. And that only makes me cry because of the memories associated with it. Bellkura, my friend...

You know what? The other day I answered the phone, and it was a family friend. Now, that happens quite often. What also happens quite often is that they ask me how I am. Being a polite child (yeah right) I say "Very well, thank you" or "I'm good, how are you?"But this time, and for the first time in ages, I said:"I'm fine."That used to be my default response when someone asked me how I was. But I...

I'm gonna say it. I don't care who reads this, I want the world to know.This is about Bellkura.I love her. I love her with all my sad little heart, because she is the closest I've ever known to a sister.I have never seen Bellkura angry. I have once heard of her chasing someone around the room with a slipper or a stuffed toy or something, but then, wouldn't you if you were woken up by a video...

You know what really irritates me?Those stupid people who think it's their business to try and make me feel inferior.No-one can make me feel inferior without my permission. Don't take your problems out on me. It's your problem, not mine, and it only loses you friends. So screw you. I'm not going to stick around and try to make friendships work with people who every other day are making problems...

If body and soul are seperate...That would mean that when you die, your soul moves on to something different.Whether it be another life, or maybe the place they call "Heaven."This theory is called dualism.Well, I believe in reincarnation. I think that when I die, my soul will move on to another life, having learned whatever lesson it had to in this life. With each life a soul lives, it learns a...

Wow...It's been six years already.You know what? I wore a black armband to school today, under my uniform. Just because I felt like acknowledging 9/11.I can't believe it was only six years ago that we turned on the TV and saw that TV3 was all news, and my only reaction was disappointment that Sesame Street wasn't on.Ah, the joys of being seven.Anyways, it's been six years. Think. Remember. And...

A girl at school who has sort of been an on-again-off-again kind of friend of mine insulted my brother today.Hokay, here's how it went:We were sitting in Social Studies, which was the last lesson of the day, having a discussion about a little girl who had been abused. The story has been all over the papers recently. Anyways, we were talking about what would you do if you saw your neighbours...

Why am I such a "Macabre [sp?] little critter," as my mum puts it?More than half my fics are deathfics.http://www.fanfiction.net/~crazyfullmetalgirlThat's me on fanfiction.net. all those are FullMetal Alchemist fics, and all of them are pretty old, like last year. Yeah. I'm random.So I'm crazy. And my life is kinda fucked up at the moment, but good things happen to good people, right? Not that I'm...

No, my life doesn't suck right at this moment. But it does, on and off. Especially when people opress me. I HAVE A RIGHT TO FREE SPEECH! God, I'm glad I don't live in America. Nothing against Americans though. I just wouldn't want to live in such a... huge... place... where you have to take a plane to get to the sea. Plus I don't agree with the way Bush runs his country. There, I said it. But you...