No give up you'll never be that person. You'll never feel 100% comfortable around guys. You will never step out of the "friend zone". He said it, you were there, you heard him. This is exactly what he said, "In high school it's all about popularity. No one really cares about your personality or how smart you are. The only thing that matters is your appearance. When I'm about to ask a girl out the...

At the bottom and really just questioning everything at this point. Waking up isn't fun anymore...I kinda just wish I could stay in bed and sleep all day. I can feel myself slipping into that void again. If this is confusing you...I used to be depressed. Talking about it is too hard, but writing it and not being sure if anyone will ever read it helps some. Life is what you make it. Instead of...