I hate life.. part 2

She drove off. i tried calling and txting her theres nothing she wants to do with me. i called her last night she called back. i said i could be friends thinking i could within 30 mins i called back. no answer so i sent a text saying sry nvm i love you too much. i have a feeling im just done with relationships. i try so hard but get no love in return. i get the feeling she never liked me and just...
November 3rd, 2010 at 04:28pm

I hate life...

After being single for about 2 years after getting out a relationship of 3 years. I decided that i shouldn`t and wouldn`t date again. after the end of junior year i fell for a girl who said she liked me. in the beggining everything was fine. she was clingy which i loved and then she started falling for her ex again. she left me after 2 months and went back to him, had sex with him, and then left...
November 3rd, 2010 at 04:24pm

10.3.09

Hmm today i think Asexual, even though i know in my previous one i did like that girl howevernow i feel like i don't care, i dont like boys, i don't like girls, i just don't care. i like both as friends, but i don't really feel like i can connect to another human being, maybe its cause of my past relationships but i just don't feel like i can. Other than that i have to face that girl tomorrow, i'm...
October 4th, 2009 at 07:27pm

10.2.09

Today I was never more embarresed in my life. A stupid freshman on the bus had to try to be a dick. I was about to kick his ass but hes half my size. Theres a girl i want to talk to on the bus and he knew that for awhile. So he decided to sit next to me and shout. " Why dont you just talk to that girl!" even while talking to him I just looked out the window like i do everyday and text. I didn't...
October 3rd, 2009 at 07:02pm

9.30.09

Today I sat in the back of the bus just incase something were to happen in the front. I liked it better in the back there was a bigger window and I like looking at things. People constantly ask me why I don't talk i simply respond with a shrug. Im much more of an observer than a talker. The girl i've been eyeing to talk to showed some interest in this guy today oh well i've been giving up on that...
September 30th, 2009 at 11:12pm