why cant i just freaking be grateful? i just don't understand why everyones else lives are perfect. perfect grades, perfect families, perfect friends, when mine is the opposite. everything about me is wrong or stupid or ugly. no one cares about what goes with me. i was at a bonfire tonight and i wanted to talk with someone about how i was trying to stop cutting. 2 people there knew. both were busy...

So this is a little bit about me. My story, T&T, is partially based off my life. I am what people would call a "cutter" and have been for about a year. My friends try to help, but they can only do so much. My youth pastor tries to help, but he can only do so much. Yes, I am a christian so if you don't like that, you can just get over it and stop reading this. I know I may give christians a bad...