As i lie in bed so sleepless all i think about is a really sad thing no one has called trust. It's true no one on the earth has complet trust no one at all if u do then your a really lucky one. If you cant find it dont look for it let it come to you it will come someday.Some time you'll want something and it wont be there and when you dont need it its there. And your all like if only i had that...