It's been about 5 months since my boyfriend broke up with me... We dated for 1 year and 9 months. He won't even look at me or talk to me anymore.. It breaks my heart...I know I should be over him by now... it's just so hard... He promised me so much and even gave me a promise ring.. but 2 months after i turn 16 he breaks up with me for no reason... Seriously he didn't even tell me why he broke up...

So much has happened it feels like its just a bad dream... My boyfriend brokeup with me after being together for 1 year and almost 9 months... ughhh... and a whole lot of other drama. Amazingly.... life has been been so much better though. I have so many friends its amazingly weirddddddd.... I love that I have like 50 best friends now. I thought no one really cared about me when I was dating...

Ahh... It's a nice feeling to be loved by people you wouldn't expect. My high school is doing a musical and we are doing Beauty and the Beast. (Amazing!!!) Thankfully I play the oboe and I have been playing it for years now.. Sadly I've never had any private lessons and most of my band directors didn't even know what an oboe was... So yeahh... I get a lot of amazing solos! I'm very excited!...

Went to school today.. it was a minimum day today so Joseph and I decided to come over to my house. It was cool.. i guess... I feel really sick... and im having like weird spasms is my arms... I dont understand it. I feel really light headed and I dont know why... im on the verge of just dropping and just passing out... thats how bad it is.. i dont kno why it keeps happening.. its really weird....

I got a detention from my Spanish teacher for not bringing in a grammar book.. stupid jerk..I was supposed to be heading to the movies with my bf (who got a mibba account yesterday! Yay! Writing buddy!) and my two friends Jordan and Khaylan (who are currently dating)Stupid teacher called my mom and my mom said I couldnt go.. stupid stupid stupid!The good news is there is a party at Jordan's house...

Ahhhh.. I'm so glad to be back home! Now I get to write more of my story. ^o^ I'm so excited to be joining mibba! I can't wait to start reading some stories and meeting new people!So... Back to what happened todayy...I went to school... (YUCK!) The good news is I wrote 2 more pages for my new story! I'll be uploading it soon! 1st was Spanish class, then Band (I play oboe and alto sax), and...