HERE I AM ~ okay so um.
so I told you about nick, right? well we've been dating since february 15th, z0mg a whole 2 weeks!!!! txt it <33333 nah, but I'm insanely happy and god, I couldn't ask for better, he is so great. :3 we still hug only, short awkwardish hugs, not even long hugs.. and not even hand holding or anything, so I'm a bit bummed out about that, but of course I'm way too shy to say anything or make a move, y'know. I suck. it's odd how all of my other friends are fucking guys they just met and how I'm still stuck at hugs with nick.. idk, sometimes it's cute to me and other time it's frustrating as fuck. BUT ANYWAY
I'm not allowed to talk to him -- I'm "only 14" and he's 18. that's a big deal to my dad. so this is all in secret, my dad thinks I dropped all connections with him and everything, and he thinks we were just friends or whatever. so yeah, I'm having to lie about absolutely everything involving nick and I can never see him outside of school because of my fucking dad, so it's safe to say I'm miserable in my own home. nick doesn't deserve this shit, and I feel so fucking selfish for putting him through it, though I can't lie, it means a lot that he would go through this for me idk I'm a cow.
but yeah that's that.
I have my math graduation exam on friday (which is like, the ~big test) and rn Idgaf reall0,y but I guarantee I'll be freaking out friday. I don't have anything to study or anything and Idk, I'm just not at all ready. so we'll see.
BUT GREAT NEWS :D MY ORDER COMES IN TOMORROW!! :DDDD
I PREORDERED VALDOSTA LIKE 2 WEEKS AGO AND ANOTHER MAYDAY SHIRT AND A PTV SHIRT AND YAAAAAAYAYAYAY THEY'LL BE HERE TOMORROW ~*~*~ or, they [i]better[/i] be lol. :3
been looking forward to this so much omg. valdosta <33 my boys.
just.. <3 yes.
what about you, lovely? i miss you and i love you. :*
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