Great. I just forgot what I was going to type.My 400 time was good? ...nah.I entered my sister into this modeling thing and ended up entering myself as well? ...funny, but no.I've realized that I have this insane weakness for guys with light eyes? ....known that forever.Philadelphia was sweet? ...we missed all the good stuff.I nicknamed my friend Tin Can? ....yeah, I did.And that was the most...

I haven't written a journal since Valentine's Day. Wow.And it's Spring Break. Wow.Track's started, drama hasn't ended.Huh. Do mailtrucks usually go up driveways? Because there's one in my neighbor's. It's creeping me out. Okay, the mail carrier just got back into the thing and it drove away.I feel my heart rate going back down. That was about as creepy as Hannah Montana.You wanna know what annoys...

Came home sick today. Ugh. I feel like crap.Just spent the last three hours alternating between playing Zelda on my brother's DS and reading.This is soo boring.On Valentine's Day, at my school, we get carnations in advisory. Last week I was selling them at lunch, so I got to them all first...There were the boring ones like:To:lindseyFrom: u know who!!!!!There were anonymous ones.To: BrianFrom:...

Is everyone's life falling apart?No one's "okay" anymore.You know, humanity has survived for thousands of years, and NOW is probably the most okay we've been.And somehow, it's also the least.People always say they feel like they have to pretend, so that no one knows, so that everyone still thinks of them the same way they've always thought of them. They feel like they're hiding behind a sheet and...

Pretentious, pretentious, pretentious.Seriously, don't you have anything better to do than believe that everyone thinks about you all the time? How many people actually spend all their time analyzing the behavior of their friends and classmates?Not that that's a bad thing, I should mention...but you're never going to have any fun if you spend your whole life maintaining an image that just isn't...

You know what I don't get? People giving up on humanity. Because, then, what's left?Your friends are human, just as human as your enemies. Murderers and rapists, they're all human, but they're just as human as nice old ladies who give you extra candy on Halloween and little girls who jump off of swings to prove that they're daring.They're just as human as Matt Damon dressed up like a girl and...

I'm in a good mood today. My family and Meaghan went to the Rainforest at the zoo. I saw the golden lion tamarins, the otters, the lipstick tree, the capybara, and the beautiful tree frogs. Lovely, lovely tree frogs.Right outside the Rainforest building we saw a squirrel. And it, like, ran at us. And stopped. And begged for food. I GOT THIS CLOSE TO A SQUIRREL. A SQUIRREL.I could have petted it!It...

Actually that title is from this one time I got something in my eye and my sister's friend Annie told me to keep my eye open and don't blink. Then she blew in my eye. But, not the point.You know, I seriously misjudged someone.A girl I once hated I now say "I love you" to.In fact, when I first met about half my friends, I hated them.B was, I thought, just annoying. Me and Gabs didn't actively hate...

In my Quest class we did this project where we "went" to Mars. I was an engineer, we designed the ship and a rover. My friends H, C, B, SS, and Domo were all biologists. They "discovered" dormant life beneath the surface.Yesterday, the last day we had Quest this semester, we had to give our teacher our recommendations for what we should do. There were a lot of different opinions, and we also had...

One man, filled with hate, murders another person. After hiding the body inside his house, (all the while claiming he’s sane) the man is caught. Sound like a good story? It happens to be two stories. “The Tell-tale Heart” and “The Black Cat” have many similarities and also many differences.The similarities between the two stories are often quite obvious. Both narrators hide the bodies of...

GOLDFISH!!!!!!!!My sister has a bio project to do which means THAT WE GET 25 GOLDFISH!!!! I am just overwhelmed with all the possibilities for names and...Well that's pretty much it.Not much you can do with goldfish.My school has no five-day weeks in January. Isn't that insane? I hate five day weeks, I've gotten so used to three and four day weeks this year that I can't stand having four straight...

If only it would snow...Snow is beautiful, and I've walked through it in a t-shirt and shorts before. Cold? Yes.Fun? YES.What I really feel the need to write about, though, is teenage romances. Some are good, and some are bad. I've had a boyfriend for each of the last school dances and each time was different.The first one was annoying, obsessive, and didn't know me at all. He still avoids me and...

Halloween..........I"M GONNA BE A BANK ROBBER.I haven't journaled in forever and I'm not gonna talk about anything serious today, just....I'M GONNA BE A BANK ROBBER FOR HALLOWEEN.So far my costume consists of skintight underarmor...........parents will NOT approve....haha.I designed my pumpkin, but I let my sister cut it out. It is a witch, an evil bunny, and various background implements. It now...

My teacher said no one had ever used more than one typed, double-spaced page. I did.Here's my descriptive essay on the auditorium at our school, tell me what you think:The door is heavy- it’s one of the first things you notice. As it crashes back into place behind you, the walls rising up two stories high on either side catch your eye. The otherwise intimidating effect is ruined by patterns of...

So, I came up with something today...and I like the way it sounds.Just.....I don't know....I like it.I am a starI am your unattainable dreamI am insaneI'm a little piece of heavenAnd deep as the lowest circle of hellI live wild, walk freeAnd burn like fireI don't need him, or herAnd I sure as hell don't need YOUNot sure what it is, but I like it.Day today was great.....even though C wasn't...

Wow.It wasn't the MOST fun I've ever had in my life...But it came close.I was in The Haunted Hayride with NJHS. Me, C, EH, AT, and Sanders, were all working at the Snow White station together. After a lot of girl talk (even though Sanders has a Y Chromosome, as he pointed out often...EH- "I switch costumes with you"Sanders- "YOU CAN'T!!!!!!!! I'M THE ONLY GUY!!"Yeah, well, later in the evening he...

My knee was HEALED. It was almost perfect....then I get kicked in the middle of a game and have to depend on a substitute coach to help me walk off the field. Whatever. At least I could walk.There's not a ton of pain, but it's swollen enough that I'm limping and it's not completely bending.I HATE not being able to play soccer, this is the game I've put EVERYTHING into. I barely have a social life...

I saw a journal titled something like "I hate death, especially in people my age" about 30 seconds ago and felt the sudden urge to type this. I didn't read the journal, sorry if it's yours, but I have three minutes to type.I know a girl, in my grade, not even one of my friends, and she will die before she turns sixteen.When I started seventh grade I hated her, mainly because she was mean to a...

You get up at 3 in the morning to search European boarding schools on the Internet.Maybe it was just the book I was reading, or maybe it's the fact that American schooling is SO amazingly inferior, but I just somehow WANT to. Unfortunately, I would have an extremely hard time seeking out the people who would sneak out with me. If there are restrictive rules and other things that I hate..........oh...

Wow....I just realized that if everything I said was true, not only would I be a much better person, but I would be a true slut.According to "*various sources," I am married to my dear friend Nikki and engaged to longtime close/best friend Jenna. We've all exchanged 25 cent rings and vowed to love each other forever. This was, of course, after I broke up Jenna's three hour marriage by sleeping...