epiphany.

all this time i was wondering why i couldnt hate him. i broke up with him, so i shouldve had a reason to not love him anymore. and i finally do.he told me he never quit smoking and that i shouldnt love a liar.i told him i didnt even care, but if he didnt love me anymore than we had a problemhe said fine.he said fine.he said fine.he said fine.the next day i asked him about my homecoming ticket. i...
October 8th, 2009 at 12:23am

musical dictionary (updates daily)

what runs through my head when i pass him in the hall ?&& know that i dont hate you&& know that i don't wanna fight you&& know i'll always love youbut right now i just dont.(reliant k)its alright its okayi'm so much better without youi wont be sorry(ashley tisdale)cause when your 15 andsomebody tells you they love youyour gonna beleive them(taylor swift)i used to be love...
October 8th, 2009 at 12:10am

here we go again

i cant tell if he's sad or not.looks at me.sad face.ignore him.not ignore him?we dont talk.he ignores me.i get obnoxious.on purpose.flirt with other guys.try to make him jealous.does it work?no.he loves her.more than me.if he ever did.at all.words are words.they dont mean anything.which is ironic.people try to explain what they mean.with words that don't mean anything?ironic?irony is funny.we go...
October 7th, 2009 at 11:53pm

Thought Process

okay, so no bullshit?i miss him.i do!i don't see how he can't miss me, we went out for over a month!and her.she is just the worst person in the world.breaks my best friend and then takes my boyfriend?who does that?she does.whale.i can't stand her.i told him that.i dont think he heard me.or he didnt care.it was too fast.one day is not enough time between relationships.i dont care who you are.it...
October 7th, 2009 at 03:55am