December 24th, 2009 at 03:49am
hey babe
i miss you.
so so much.
i miss talking with you.
i miss the way you made laugh at almost everything
i miss texting you in calc when i was bored
i miss creeping with you
i miss not wanting to say goodbye to you
i miss that feeling i'd get when i'd sign on msn and see that you were on.
i miss the one person i could talk with about anything and everything
i miss the way you'd tell me the cutest thing ever when i felt like crap.
i miss telling you exactly how i was feeling right at that moment
i miss how protective you were of me
even though i said you didn't have to be,
the fact that you did it anyway
made me realize how much you really cared about me.
i've never had ANYTHING/ONE come close to that for me.
i miss that feeling i got when you'd call me baby
you know how much i liked that.
but more than anything,
i miss my boyfriend<3
you mean so much to me, still you do
just know that i love you, i always will.
you mean the world to me
and i still can't believe you're gone
i'm gonna try to stay happy though
cause i know that's what you want me to do
but somedays it's hard, tommy
it's so hard. like today
i couldn't get you off my head
i'm gonna keep trying though
cause the last thing i want is to upset you.
just remember that i love you so much.
i always will<3
i'm actually really happy with it for once.
didn't have to be bribed into not smacking the stylist hahah.
i went to Tonic,
i love them.
my hair is suuuuuuper pretty now.
i got a fake on myspace, it made me laugh.
so proof youtube video is being made right now.
don't know what else to say,
i miss youu.
I GOT SEA MONKEYS!
though they're probs gona die quickly.. they always do.
but i shall name one thomas jr.
ahhaha.
<3