I now know what love is. Well, a love I'm looking for. Holy Spirit love. The perfect example is that of haylee and caleb's love for one other. They expected nothing of their friendship until the HS took the bond and made it inseparable. I want that love now. And the HS will give me that love. And I can't wait for that love.----I feel better without you around. I was once "_rippedapart", but now...

Life's been treating me fairly well. I don't know what it is, but sometime during this part of the year, I'm always down. Something usually goes wrong. But, I'm dealing quite well with it. I'll never go back to my past, that's for sure. I feel good about the future. I'm ready to meet my kids. God is going to bless me so much with them.I want a Kate Nash...

You are so unbelievably selfish. I understand that you don't understand how a woman's heart works, but you sure need to learn it. You'll never get anywhere with that stupid attitude you have. You'll end up breaking some girl's heart ,cheating on her, and go for something with lower standards and who acts like a man. You're going down that road and I refuse to stop you. You have such big goals in...

Dear yourself,Look at yourself. You wake up thinking ; shower thinking, eat thinking, and right as you fall asleep, you're thinking. Your thoughts are screaming at the sides of your head so maybe someone next to you might hear them."You're going crazy."So what if I am? What are you going to do- put me in Western State?You're always thinking the what if's and the past, and what your friends are...

I think about you a lot lately. You were such an example to all of us. I know I only got to listen to only some of your smart words, but they were really His words. You were such an amazing prophet.I don't know why you're on my mind. You just are. Never leaving. Never leaving my tears or my sadness when I wish you were here to give me a hug. Never here to hear my problems. Never here to smile at...

The thought of you and me, together for forever, brings my heart to joy that's unimaginable. You are the perfect one for me, the only one whose made for me, and I love you for that. You are my only match, the one who can finish all my sentences before I can, who I can cry or rant to whenever I'm having a rough day, and can cuddle up to when we're watching a movie and I'm a little cold. You're my...

I'm tell you why I'm alone. I fell in sin. I fell in anger. I fell in hatred. I walked down the wrong path and now I want to get out. It's so agonizing to try and find the right path. I just...I'm so alone. It's hard to move on. I watched Shutter Island.If there was a possible way to be scared of everything, I feel that way now. When the credits began to roll, I felt reality was a big brick thrown...

I look at myself in the mirrorI look away but I realize I have to within stand the pain to cover the blemishes with concealerI put on clothesI smile thinking how better I used to look,but I frown at what my body looks likeMy butt is as wide as a tireMy thighs scream thunderMy stomach pooches outMy boobs look smallI look awayAshamedAnd promising myself that I can always skip a meal, because I know...

Suddenly when you think everything's going wrong, you actually meet everything in the eyes, and realize that everything really is more than what you think. Everything, is in fact, every single thing. My best friends recently were strangers, and one almost an enemy. Then everything is also your siblings. Everything decides to take the sister part and leave me with only three weeks with her less...

I feel better now that you're out of the state. I remember when we used to fantasize on moving there and going to college, sharing a house. You'd cook, and I'd clean. You'd cut the grass, and I'd help you wash the cars, although mine stayed in the garage, while yours was in the driveway. I imagined a blue vinyl little suburban house, with green grass and a few yellow flowers next to the porch. We...

"I wanna burn every bridge I built and crossed to get near you."Okay, I understand that we fight. I understand that we lie. I understand that we aren't perfect. I understand that I'm a girl, and you're a boy. I understand that I rely more on my feelings, and you rely on whatever guys rely on in their senseless brains. I'll tell you my secrets, my interests, my EVERYTHING, and you don't care! Stop...

You know, I remember one time you hung out with me instead of two other friends. But you hung out with me, even though you had plans with them, and you lied. Badly. And they knew it. And yet you didn't apologize.I'm proud of you...to end up lying to me too.I asked you if you were fucking home. It wouldn't matter if you were just going to get an ice cream if Tom, Dick, and Harry. You didn't have to...