The last blog I wrote was about the death of my uncle and the murder of my oldest friend and his dad. I thought that if I could survive my Uncle Dan dying and David and Mike being murdered then I could get through this year. I could try to not think about it. But now another family member is dying. My mom called to tell me that my maternal grandma has cancer again for the 3rd time. This time it is...

I guess when I think about it, I've never really lost anyone in my life. Well at least I hadn't until March. I've had family members pass away but never anyone I was close to. It wasn't until March of this year that I lost anyone I was truly close to.At the beginning of March I went to California to visit some family. I was there for 3 weeks and those entire 3 weeks I watched my uncle Dan slowly...

I think I'm falling apart. My life is crumbling to pieces and I have no idea how to change it. Every second of every day I'm either stressed, scared, or depressed. I honestly just want to either run away or fall into a hole and never climb out. It seems that no matter what I do, it never gets better.It's not just me though. Sure I have money problems and marital problems, but mostly I'm stressing...

Well I've been back from my vacation for a week now. I actually had a lot of fun seeing my family and whatnot. The only issue I had was the 21 hour drive there and of course the 21 hour drive back. I hate being cramped up for long periods of time so it was excruciating for me. I suppose the drive was worth it in a way. I got to see all my family except my niece and nephew but that was because...

I cannot seem to make a new layout for a story. Every time I try it messes up. I manage to make it look the way I want and save it but then when I set it to the story I want it and view the story the layout is completely messed up. It takes away the background picture or the picture where the title is supposed to be. I've tried multiple times to change it back but it messed up every time without...