I know it's wrong, but I want to. I stopped about a month ago, I hadn't been doing it very long. Today I felt perfect, not a care in the world, then my dad came home. He got suspended, possibly fired. It just makes me so angry that he's the only person who gets fired. He didn't even do anything wrong. I think it's fucked up that people like Tim Vokure don't get fired for making my dad's day...

Well...this is my first entry. I just thought i'd give you some history.TorkelI met him on Runescape and i fell in love...or so i thought. We met around early march 2008. The last time i talked to him was June 14, 2008. One year ago today, new years eve, i found out that i was on his ignore list. I went through phases, one involving me causing pain to myself. The hard part of it all is thought he...