I hate being like this, alone. Its the worst feeling, it feels like nothing in the world can help you, like your on this world, all by yourself. No matter how many friends you have, you don't have that one guy, the one guy who changed your life, hes the one who left you, and hes the reason you feel alone. That guy to me, is the reason i can't sleep at night, because i stay up having flashbacks of...