... I don't even know where I should fucking start. There are so many emotions that are running around my system right now. I have the urge to throw or break something but I also want to like crawl into a ball in my bed and just exhaust my eyes from crying. I also want to slam my head against something hard because I feel so stupid for letting her step on me all this time, for letting her fool me,...

He was my guy best friend back in fourth grade - even when he was two years senior to me, we could relate to each other. We didn't really say we were "best friends" but we need not to, since we hung out all the time - what else would you call that??Everyday after school, we'd meet. We'd be sitting beside each other on a post in our school grounds or by the waiting shed - talking, laughing and...