Starting to Slip&Losing My Grip

I always feel like I'm standing on the edge of a cliff, teetering back and forth. Just testing fate, waiting to see when I slip and fall. Normally, I'm pretty good. Normally, I have my balance in check and I'm safe. These days, I feel like I'm dangling off the edge, losing one finger everday.Nothing makes sense anymore, and I can never concentrate on anything. I'm not going crazy, I'm going...
February 16th, 2011 at 10:27pm

Oh, you made me smile.

I try and be the bigger person, I try and make things right with her. I try and be mature for once in my life and this is what i get. The one time I decide to act my age, she goes about and acts like that. And it was yesterday which doesnt make it any better. I hate Valentine's day as is. She doesn't have to go about and make it worse. That stupid bitch.Does she not remember all the amazing...
February 15th, 2011 at 10:06pm

That Man.

That man, he makes me sick. When I step into his classroom it makes my skin crawl. He'd be cool if he didn't play favorites. He'd be cool if he didn't constantly talk down on us. He's be cool if he wasn't so uncool.It's lame to say, but I'm pretty sure he's out to get me. He'll yell at me for one thing, then someone else will do the same thing. He does NOTHING! It used to be my favorite class, now...
February 15th, 2011 at 12:01am

I'll always miss you

To say i haven't been sleeping is an understatment, because I have been sleeping just not very well. You haunt every single one of my dreams, their not even dreams anymore. Their nightmares. I wake up in the middle of the night crying because of you. I wish you understood the pain that I go through.I know I messed up, I mess up alot when i comes to you. I lie to you all the time, but it's just to...
February 12th, 2011 at 03:49am