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I bet they were carefuly around the expensive ones, lol. I do hate it that people have to be like that 'cause idiots are careless with instruments. No-ones allowed to touch my sodding guitar, because they drop it and manhandle it... hmph.
Meh, my dad was being an ass... all had to bend to his will... :(

Haha, stupid not actually famous celebrities... lmao. That must have been a really awesome 'party'....:P

M'alright thanks doll. Sunk to the level of boredom today that I was playing camera whore and straightening my fringe... oh dear, lol. :) You?

Uh yup, sucks.
They let you [i]play[/i] the guitars!?!?!? What!?!?! Shit. That would have been fuckin' incredible. Argh, I fuckin' hate father's day, messed everything up. :(
Haha, OK! summer party, oh dear, that must have been freaky, all weird people dressed up posh, O_o

Aw, you are so fuckin' lucky, I wanted to go to that! My mate and I were gonna go, but my 'rents didn't want me to, 'cause it's fathers day! How was it?

They really are nice aren't they?
Journal bashing MCR? They wouldn't dare, lol.
How are you doll?

oh i agree!
the ending was well-planned by Mrs. Mitchell; that's just exactly how she wanted it.
I put my first story up, and I got the inspiration from Gone With the Wind...maybe you'd wanna read it?

oh i agree! gone with the wind was AHMAZING!
but i couldn't put it down, even at the depressing ending! awh i guess i'm just a sucker for those tragic love/history stories!

haha yeah xD and then everyone else get pissed off with me and then i get pissed of too.. it's a circle of hate haha XD

yeah, sometimes i get into the mode of wanting to state my opinion, and when i do so, i tend to become a bit 'angry' or whatever. so that's why i can come of as offensive, even though I don't mean to.

Oh, yeah, I had to get a blood test, too. Though that was for losing too much weight (a result of my depression). My doctor doesn't even know I'm depressed. I got a private councelor who gets paid in cash so no one can get records of my "issues"... No colleges, no employers, nobody. Might be a good idea for you, too, to find someone who doesn't keep a lot of public records. If you are anemic, that'd be pretty lucky. I know that may sound mean, but anemia can be controlled, and depression as a result of trauma or psychological problems or even just crap in your life can't be fixed so easily. Whichever way you choose to go, I wish you luck. And again, the parental stuff is gonna last for a LONG time (my parents still haven't gotten over it, and they've known for like two or three months), so you'll either have to confront them or get used to it and let them calm down on their own. I'd go with the latter if I were you.

Yeah, my parents are acting that way right now, too. Now that they've gotten over the shock. You'd think they'd have noticed that I've been depressed for so long... I mean, HELLO, 11 years here... I guess not. Enough about me, though. I'm glad to here that you're seeing a doctor. Although, is it a psychologist or a psychiatrist you'll be seeing? 'Cause I don't recommend meds... I heard they can make things WAY worse, sometimes making you suicidal, even if the meds are supposed to have the opposite effect. It's up to you, though. Just make sure you've done some good research on where to go and what to do to help you feel better. As for the 'rents, they probably won't stop doing that for a while. I know it can be annoying as hell, but put up with it for now and see how everything goes. Wishing you luck!

Yeah, not many school have. Thankfully.
Its actually pretty funny at our school. The year 10 "sluts" and "emos" randomly go up to eachother and hug. but in our yr, ur kinda put out. And yeah..
I hate arguments. they're annoying.

That's great! Don't lose your nerve, though. Parents can often overreact at first, but presumably they'll calm down and then sit down with you to talk about what comes next (seeing a councelor, a doctor, etc.). My advice is to try counceling first. Don't knock it 'til you've tried it. Don't believe the old movies where all the person does is lie on a couch and listen to the psychologist's questions like "How do you feel about that?" Ugh. It's a lot more than that. And don't be overwhelmed by all this. Take deep breaths, listen to some music (I found piano is good), and chill. You CAN get through this.

Yeah i reckon this year has got to be the bitchiest year.
But then again, we have the bitchiest group.(as in the whole of the year nines. Not the group i sit with) (like in year 8, 3 girls got suspended for gangbashing the other one, coz she slept with her bf.)
i dno, its mental.
I hope i do keep these friends forever too. Mine are just too awesome. Wouldnt be able to live without them.

Thank you =]
Yeah, I think year 8 was a really fake time for everyone. People trying to fit into groups that would benefit them later in life, rather then going to people who would make them happy, and actually be their friend.
I'm so glad year 8 is over. Apparently year 9 is the bitchiest year. But like, they can go get fucked =]
(thanks for reading btw)
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Thx 4 th add ^_^

Yeah, but it's probably better that you tell them. You can get help, and you don't have to go through the pain of someone else finding out and tell them (which is what happened to me). It'll make it a lot easier the sooner you tell them. I've been going through this for 12 years (well, probably more like 11), so now it's REALLY hard. Don't let yourself get to that point.

Oh what a pretty profile! *drools*
I just stopped by to thank you for the journal comment but I had no idea you had such a nice home!

no problem. nice to know that I'm not the only Queen fan round here.

Thank Yoop =]
I'll be sure to read them =]

It's horrible what happens to these people in the books but you can't help but put the book down once you've started it..

There is a lot of true story books... I've never really noticed them until I read Dave Pelzer's books but I'm fascinated with reading about people's lives through these books..

I will deffo read these books you suggested...

Who is the author for Destroyed and Abandoned