I feel so crushed.I have never been happy with my weight and I guess today was the last straw..I'm starting a new job on Monday.... an office job. Needless to say I'm so nervous, I'm use to just throwing on a pair of boots and my favorite jeans to work.Today I was trying on my new work clothes, a skirt and some really boring shirts and when I looked in the mirror I started crying. I looked so...