Okay, so I finally got the courage to ask the guy I like if he likes me. He says he does, but he doesn't want a girlfriend. He says that's what he told everyone else, but I don't know if he's being truthful or not, because the whole conversation was texted. He syas it's partially because of his ex and that he has his reasons, but he won't tell me. I really don't want to press him, but I'd really...

God, I hate feeling depressed like this. But thing is, I can't help it. You know how I feel right? Like you can't win, cant get anywhere, just wanna get away from it all. God my life sucks right now. I just can't help always feeling... I dunno... second best? I feel like no matter how hard I try, I just can't win. With anything. With school, with boys, with life. I'm so fed up with eveything. I...

Okay, so I MAJORLY need some guy advice here. There's this one guy that I really like, and we talk a lot and we're pretty friendly. And for the past month or two, I thought that he liked me, because he always seemed to be flirting with me. And then we were working together in class and one of his friends made some sort of sarcastic comment like 'Oh, isn't that cute' or something and then he's like...

Wow. Today is nice. Well, as nice as it can be expected to be, when you're only with half of your family. But it is enjoyable. Everyone is gathered 'round, enjoying pork barbecues for lunch, because dinner won't be until seven :(. But everyone is happy, for the most part. And everyone is together. And that's all I can really ask for. It's always really difficult this time of year, though. Having...

Okay, so I was at a dance on Friday and the guy I like was there. No, he didn't ask me to go with him, unfortunately, or even to dance with him. But I did get his number :) I saw him texting and I was like, "Have you been texting the entire time?". And then he just kinda laughed, and so I aksed for his number, and he gave it to me. So then we texted like ALL weekend. I always texted him first, but...

Okay, so if you've read any of my previous journals, you'll know that there is this guy that I really, really like. And he's in all of my classes, so we'll pretty much flirt the whole day, but it never gets farther than that. It's been like 2 months now and he still hasn't shown any signs of wanting to ask me out. It sucks though, cuz I'm just sitting here, wondering what he's thinking all day....

I'm sad today. The guy I really like and I thought might like me did something that really makes me think he doesn't like me. :( I really don't know what more I can do to show him that I really like him. There's only so far one can go, right? It was probably just wishful thinking that I ever thought he liked me. No one gives a shit about me, for the most part. Why should he be any different? And...

Hey everyone, it's my first time trying out the whole journal thing, so.... yeah. So much weird/crazy stuff happening in my life right now. So there's this one guy that I really like, but I don't know if he likes me. I'm sorta getting mixed signals. Like, some days, he'll flirt with me and all that, but on others, he'll completely ignore me. It's so confusing. Not to mention all the stuff I have...