For the New Year, i have told myself that all i am going to focus on is myself. That everybody else's feelings wont be on my mind. I need to figure out who i am and try to be truly happy. Its not that easy though. Not when you are doing it all by yourself.Ever since I was ten years old, ive felt that i don't belong anywhere, not even with my own family. My parents were always taking my brothers to...

Today, while i was walking in kmart, i got a call from my brother saying that the greatest drummer to ever live died. Jimmy Sullivan. It broke my heart. I don't know too many people who listen to avenged sevenfold, but they are my favorite band of all time. their music has gotten me through a lot of dark times these past two years. jimmy was the best drummer i have ever heard and also a really...