of course i'm evil!!!
the idea i had thot up was that i was gunna pretend that i fancied her, i just pretended to hate her
that was the reason i stay up at skewl for lunchtimes, so's i cood be with her or sumthin
well, yesterday i just listened to mcr
that was all
i dont reli see the point of having a day named after a band. its not like they are more imortant than jesus or anythin
(well, to me they are. i dnot believe in god or any of that stuff)
hehe
yes well, i DID think up a revenge plan
altho its not a very good one, its the only thing i've got
or i cood just be reli rude to her and piss her off
i am soooo capable of doing that
MCR DAY! w00t!!
be happy??? the friggin preps will be there to annoy me! not that i have too much against them... i used to be a prep myself...STILL, they get on my nerves
their conversations are like:
"oh, joshua, i like your shoes!!!" adores Slut
"yeah, i know" agrees Squeaky
nicola is nuthin compared to laura!!!
afta i cut the first time, laura told the guy i fancied that it was because he woodnt go out with me, she told me in home ecies, then goes is that all right??
i was raging
of course it wasnt all right, it wasnt true!! but i just had to grimace and say yes, that it was fine
grrrrr.
well, basically wot happened was that nicola (the grl who told everybody) stayed at my house on the saturday b4 the last week of skewl
my dad has this show thing at a club he is a member of (i'm a member too - remote controlled model aeroplanes flying club, is wot it is) and we wis bored, and b4 we had left to go to the club, we were on mibba, and i woodnt let nciola on my pro, she thot it said sumthin bout her but it didnt, it said stuff bout me that i didnt want her to see
* that i was bi
* that i mite have an eating problem
* that i hate laura richmond soo much and i cut three times cos of her
she insisted on makin me tell her wot i'd wrote, so i took out my phone and wrote it, cuz i neva wanted to say it. and basically we sent each other messages like that all nite
she told me she was bi, asked me out with her, i said yes, asked me if i wood kiss her, i said ok, i asked wen wood we kiss, she said 2moro morning, i'm shattered
and then in the morning, she wrote anotha little message, askin if we cood just be friends instead.
i asked her if she was bi
she said no, she was made to like guys
she had the cheek to ask me if i was still bi!!
like she thought i was only bi for her or something
grr!
ryt now i'm not tlkin to her, but its not cuz of that
she can be an evil bitch at times
yay!! fank oo!! strength for oo too
no, i neva told my friend how i found out
all i said was
well,it's like when u know u like guys
hehe. that seemed to do nicely
i'll tell u sumthin else wot happened, but i'm eating a magnum and i find it hard to type with only one hand
XD
i didnt reli know until the end of may, and on the last week of skewl it got out
the friend i had told told my best friend (i was scared to tell her, cuz i kinda liked her at the time) then my friend told the guy she fancies, and he told his mate, who told somebody else
but one good thing about it is that this girl who i reli hate, who used to hang about with me at lunch cuz all her other friends go down the street, was avoiding me the whole week
i hope it's the same when i go back
i hate her soooooo much. she made me feel so shitty i cut three times
i want revenge
i have an idea, but it cood easily go nasty
im going onn random profiles, and u commented my picture like AAGES ago...
soo hiii ==]
im backish
im aaron
xx