Imagine if I never believed in dreams.I think about you and I every night before I close my eyes.Remembering a world I used to call mine.Imagine if you would never leave.I think thats what you would call a "Perfect reality".Remembering a time when I would never cry.Imagine if I never got help.I think I would be dead right now.Remembering a person who could only make me smile.Imagine if it was a...

This is when I realize I need you the most.More then anyone.More then anything.More then life.Its amazing how someone can change your life.This was for the best, not the worst, unlike most things that happen to me.I never knew a complete stranger could wipe away my tears, then turn into a friend, then to my best friend, and now, just so much more then that.I was so close to giving up until you...

This is when I noticed I didn't need anyone else to make me happy.There is no one else to let me down when Im alone.You, my dear, may think I need you, when in all actuality I really don't.You've done nothing but try to bring me down.No more.Im happy to be who I am.If you have a problem with that, it is too bad for you not me.So don't even kid yourself.This is a new startThis is a new...

And sometimes I just like to play with your head.I mean, its only fair right?Who am I talking about right now? God only knows. You only wish you knew.Or maybe, I'm really not talking about anyone at all.(except I am)Who really knew that it could effect us this much?I wish I could go back in time and fix everything that went wrong.Or maybe you could, you know I've never been one to fix things, just...

It always ends up this way.You were shaking your head saying "I can't do this."I was shaking my head saying "this can't happen agian."But it did.You couldn't have hurt me more, even if you tried.I came back for you, and you left me in the dust."I don't want things to be awkward between us.." you trailed off."Just painful" I whispered. Luckily you didn't hear that.It wont ever be the same again.Im...

Could something work out for me please?You held my hand and cuddled me when I was scared two days ago.You could barely look at me today when I saw you.I'm so beyond hurt and confused.Please, please just tell me what you want from me.I can't keep on playing your guessing games.This just hurts to much.I want you to tell me how much I mean to you. Or I want you to tell me you don't need me.I hope to...

I'm so sick of this. Im done with doctors.I hate having to go to the hospital so frequently, just let me die, or diagnose me dammit... Im terrified of hospitals and now I seem to live in them. Why can't someone just save me? All of my worst nightmares are coming true and I just want them to end.I hate being the guinea pig, being poked at with needles and various instruments...I just want this to...

These are all the "fuck you's" that were headed in your direction, but missed. My aim was never that good.These are all the things you said coming back to you. Nothing hurts more then the truth.Smile for the camera baby, they're all dying to see you break. Don't worry, I'll pick you up and shove it all back in your face. Revenge never tasted so sweet, if I had the guts to follow through.Silence is...

Im currently missing you so much that is hurts.I feel so alone right now, hating this life and wanting the fuck out of this town. I can only imagine how you are feeling.My stomach explodes and a 'hello' was supposed to be forced out of my mouth, only to be stuck at the tip of my tongue."So shoot me" I cried, but you didn't even look my way. I guess this is how it feels when no one knows you. Im...

Surprise, surprise, look who's back again.It was meant to last for so long. She knew it and he knew it.A weekend apart made them both realize how much they need and love one another.She was sitting at the football game holding her cold shaking body wishing that he was there to hold her and keep her warm. It made it harder watching all the other couples cuddling under warm blankets together. Friday...

And play.Everything was in slow motion, including the tears that were blurring my eyes."But I love you." I screamed after himThat means nothing though I remembered after looking at the blood that was dripping from my wrist. This is proof.Rewind.It was the summer that went by to fast, with to much love and laughter. I should have known that someone like me was never meant to be happy. It was your...