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Thats exactly how i feel i havn't spoken to anybody about what happened since the funeral and even in my writing i can't tell the full story yet. But it still helps to be able to talk to someone you don;t know about what happened for some reason it jusst seems so much easier. i'm sorry this has taken so long i'm in the middle of exams at the moment and have been quite busy. :)

Ah my favourit bit :) and thats great tht she liked ur letter :)

That is just awesome I never thought my poem would help someone :D that's not so bad if she is comin back to visit is it not? And what did she say to ur letter and what part of my poem? Lol to many questions

aw maybe you should tell her how u feel tomorrow and try and clear things up with her? :) maybe us could sort out visits or something i know i would if my besto left i'd be at her new place whenever i could get there. and you know you can use my poem if u need too/want too it no trouble :)

Thanks for th comment on my poem of u want u can use some of it to write your letter

thanks for the comment on my poem :)

nah. its ok. dont worry. : )

I hoped I kinda helped :) it'll be okay

Ahhhh okay I thought you wanted to start doing those things he said not too but I still think he is attempting to use reverse psychology it's just not working on you. You know that I mean?

Wow I mean obviously it can be hard. But like was being there a place which is really unenjoyable?? I mean some people who stay in a psychiatric hospital semi enjoys their stay there, don't they? But were there any people your age or people you could relate too? If you don't mind my asking? I mean I'm glad that it all improved, somewhat. 'Cause atleast it's a step closer to beating your OCD, right.

Wow I mean I'm sorry about that, I mean I'm sure it's difficult to live with that. But you explained it well, I understand exactly what you mean. I mean the things which can seem so small can be so big. And your OCD's seem really harsh to live with, for yourself. But I mean now that I know more of your situation it's harder to understand on my end. So do you think you could try and resolve your OCD's in some way?

Oh, okay. I mean I understand what you mean about your OCD and when he does everything you tell him not too. I mean I have misophonia so I'm sensitive to certain sounds that are made y'know. And it gets to the point where I fidget and I have to block out the sound and I tell them to stop or I get insanely mad. But you know I'm not in your situation and I mean I'm sure it can be difficult, and the fact that you dropped out of high school and your father doesn't seem to understand and support you I mean I'm sure it's not as easy. But the fact that you've found a job and made something of yourself while you're not at school atleast shows you aren't laying around and stuff so he should atleast be proud of you for that. And do you mind me asking what your OCD is? But on the other hand you having depression and everything may be still hard for your father to take in I guess. But depending how long you've been living with this. Sorry if what I said made no sense to you though.

Yeah that kinda sounds like me and my parents. But I guess it's kind of a teenage thing? 'Cause frankly this all started when I started high school. I mean parents don't help our situations either y'know. I personally think they provoke us to yell at them. And I never feel the need to apologize unless I really did something bad, which happens. I mean the thing in your journal about your dad yelling at you because you were supposed to do your homework while you were lying down. Parents expect too much sometimes. We aren't constant working robots, and I'm not a homework do-er.

Oh it's fine, but I understand how you don't know what to do. I mean do you have a good relationship with atleast one of your parents? I have a good enough one with my mom, but with my dad it's pretty much just dead. I mean when we get older the tolerances shorten you know.

sameeee

i honestly love photography, although i'm not the best at it. i like takin pics of mainly everything but its not something i would take part in as a carreer i think id be better as an author or a poet. haha.

haha verry.

good looks cool

btw, LOVEEEEEEEE your storiessssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:'D and i had a question...(Idk if i asked you already or not....O-o)

Heyyy (: How are you?