he's gone and i'm broken.

we're not getting back together and that breaks my heart. i want to be with him so bad. i'm still so in love with him. i love him so much. i love him. but he doesn't love me. he says i'm his best friend. his FRIEND. i don't want to get over him. i want to get him to fall back in love with me. i've never loved someone so much before. i've never wanted someone so much before. i want my boy back.he...
August 25th, 2011 at 06:28am

just me being a possessive bitch, asusual. [ a continued rant ]

its just not fair!i mean everything is good, it's perfect. he does love me. he kissed me a couple times tonight and it was amazing, but then when we started talking on msn its just about every girl, and i'm FREAKING OUT. when i shouldn't be. it was his first camp ever, and he wants to share everything with me. i need to just shut the fuck up.I'M SUCH A BITCH!he's the sweetest boy i know and i'm...
July 17th, 2011 at 07:04am

is it all changing? [ a rant ]

okay so me being the worry wart i am, and i mean HARDCORE WORRY WART! i would win an award, i'm freaking out right now, but by the end of the night i'll know.he just got back from camp. and we talked on the phone, it all seemed good, but when i said i missed him, he didnt say it back. but i think its just because he didnt hear me or he's super tired from camp. and afterwards when i said i love...
July 16th, 2011 at 11:01pm

new story! and a lovely date.

hey everyone, sooooo, i kind of suck at life.i keep making new stories and never finishing them!so i have decided.that.i am going to write a story this summer(the whole thing!)and then when it is completely finishedi will put it into chapters and put it on mibba for you!i probably won't finish Stay With Me which sucks because i really liked that story, but im only on the 6th chapter, and i dont...
June 27th, 2011 at 04:44pm

do you have true love?

okay, so if you're reading this, i want you to tell me if you have found true love. you don't have to be with this person, you just have to love them. i just need to know if there's true love out there. because all these people are being hurt around me by people they thought they loved, or liked, or trusted. tell me your story, i'm here to listen. you can message me or just comment on this journal...
May 12th, 2011 at 01:36am