I don't even know what to say. So much is happening, and it's crazy as hell in my life right now. Basketball season is starting, winter percussion is starting next Tuesday, and marching band just ended about two weeks ago. On top of that, my classes are all bombarding me at one time.1. Cheer: 99% of the girls don't like me, and, I mean, whatever. It's not a big deal to me. It just annoys me more....

Dear Matt,I can honestly say, thank you. You're bringing out my better parts of me, and I am so thankful. Even when I get in my depressed moods, or have been depressed like when Mr. Clark died, you've pulled me out of them, and have been making me a better person. When we spend so much time together, it makes me so happy, and when you tell me the same, it makes me ecstatic. I just hope that...

If there is anything I want anyone to know, especially my Cass friends, I am sorry I've been so distant lately. It is hard with cheerleading and band and all the AP work constantly. I've been practically living at the school this past month. So, if any of you ever do read this, I am sorry...School's back in, and it's basically what I expected it to be. I mean, I can't have any complaints, minus...

Tomorrow's the start of junior year. I'm not ready to be around people I hate every single day. I wasn't even ready for band camp to be here, and that's saying a lot. I have a couple of people I'm looking forward to seeing, but the rest I'm like, 'Ugh, what even.'Mom and I were talking and she understands. Someone asked me the other day if I had any girl friends (I predominately hang out with...

I think that my junior year will be my busiest, but best year so far out of them all. I am head drum major so I am very excited. I will make this a great season for everyone. I will be so busy next year though. My class schedule is:Pre-Calculus, AP English, ACP US History, Adv. Life & Sciences, Band, French 2, Web Design/Study Hall.But on top of all of that, I also have: marching/concert/pep...

I wonder when people say/post things, if they think anything through. Now, I mean, I'm one of those people that sometimes doesn't think everything through, but that's one reason I don't post on Tumblr anymore. Too many prying eyes. I feel like every post that actually mentions how I feel, causes resentment or makes my Cass friends think I'm failing at everything.I resent a lot of things and...

This year has been hell. I used to be one of the happy-go-lucky people and, now, I'm the most cynical, sarcastic fuck. I know what it is, and what is was that's made me this way too. I just hate giving into everyone, so I just sit and smile and pretend everything's okay even though I want to punch half the people I go to school with in the face.I hate everything. I stay away from my parents right...

Sounds of September was great, but it was also hell. I cannot even fathom how much I miss everyone from Cass. I miss my friends, the instructors, the directors, and the parents so much. Good lord was it sad. I started getting teary-eyed as soon as I saw Kayla, Mack, Katie, etc. on the bus, then I started crying when I got hugs from everyone. Ugh. I'm too emotional. It was nice seeing Mr. Krug,...