I edited it. :D Yay for my editing skills!!!My eyes are naturally blue. Very very blue.I'm addicted to this website.. you can make music, photo edits. It's amazing. And it's free!!!http://rookery9.aviary.com.s3.amazonaws.com/5482500/5482739_8ce3_625x625.jpgThat was my first song on that site. And you can see all my other creations as well. I love it!I have a lot of talents and they are growing...

I added a little bit extra to my drawing...but other than that. I'm very happy with it. :)La dee da de daa da daa!!Now to fill the rest of this journal.I've decided that my least fave holiday is april fools. I've had too many terrible mean, disgusting pranks done to me...not even on April Fools. I've been the victim of pranks too many times. So please no pranks?Thank you. :)I'm cold. COME TO MY...

The high school chorus teacher asked me YES ME!!! to be the accompanist (piano) for the high school chorus..I'm a freshman..only been playing for a year and I don't take lessons.Here are the reasons I should suck1. I'm deaf2. I have Reynaud's so it's hard to play3. I've only been playing for a year4. I don't take lessonsThe last accompanist was 50 something years old..so that's about 40 years...

I was in a bad mood last night, a bad mood this morning, then it got better, and now it's just worse again.I feel so..alone. It's just me right now..I'm not talking to anybody...and I'm lonely. And I feel like even when I am talking with someone... I still am alone.I have too many secrets. You guys know more about me then my own mother.. But you still don't know my worst secrets. I'm not a...

So last night I couldn't think of any reasons for why my life has meaning or wy I'm a good person..but I'm gonna try again.1. I always try to help people no matter how many times they've hurt me. If they need someone to talk to, I'll be there for them. I've stopped suicides, and prevented people from hurting themselves.2. I inspire people. I'm deaf, I play piano and write my own songs. I'm really...

Add me on facebook?[link]http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001402767987[/link]Alwoofy Lee Vameowster is not my real name. My real name is Jessica.I was reading the journals and I found a journal titled how to be happy. I thought oh I could use that.-clicky--reads-Hmmmm. I tried to find 5 reasons my life is worth living..but I could not think of anything. It kinda made me realize how hard I...

Guess who?Mother nature. >:(Yeah she popped up a few days ago. IN SCHOOL. AND I HAD NOTHING ON ME. -freak out-Well thanks to my big sister's advice, I got through the day without anything happening.-fast forward to now-I woke up in so much pain it's not even funny. My insides are being squeezed and it's not fun!!To all the guys who complain that girls are b*tches....you try having to go through...

When that kid in the desk behind you keeps kicking the desk...grrrr.When strangers keep touching my hair and playing with it. Shoo.When people tell you things that cross eachother off. Do your homework, clean your room, do your chores, get ready for rehearsal. Uuuuh There's five minutes before rehearsal. Yeeeeah.Being controlled. I hate being told what to do by my parents. I do it, but I hate...

Drowning. I had a near drowning incident before..It was so scary. I haven't gone to a water park or public pool since...and it was 2 years ago. I still remember the burning...My vision blacking out...thinking Oh god I'm gonna die...the panic...the.. fear. I hate it. I still get nightmares about it.. It was terrible.Falling. Sometimes I feel like I'm falling when I'm not. My knees will give in and...

morphthing.comEPICCCCCC. Now I get to see what my baby looks like..it's not accurate, but it's still fun.Right now I'm in the process of prepping our faces for the morph. :D It's funnnn.It's also taking my mind off last night which is a good thing. (nightmares :( )Now I am prepping MY face. You have to put all these dots on certain points of your face which is kinda hard but fun.I'm gonna go...

Hubellubo muby nubame ubis Jubessubicuba. (hello my name is Jessica)It's really not hard. My friend Daniel from theater taught it to me. You just put and "ub" Before every syllable with a vowel. (y counts)For example:Hubow ubare yubou? (How are you)Ubi ubam nubervubous. (I am nervous)Whuby ubare yubou nubervubous? (Why are you nervous)Bubecubause ubi hubave ubopubenubing nubight fubor ubolubivuber...

I don't know what they sound like..I'm deaf so I can't hear them. They're too soft for me to hear. So what do they sound like?Mibba is being mean and won't let me post comments on profiles or let me see my own comments. :(I WANT TO SEE MY COMMENTS!!!!! >:(School was ok today..except for almost passing out. :( Yeeeeah I almost passed out in global. I don't know why. I actually ate lunch...

:( My bad day started on my way to the bus stop..I went to cross the street and there were puddles everywhere...A car came by and..I got splashed.. :( Then I got on the bus and this girl was laughing at me.. Then I went to the cafeteria because it was too early to go to homeroom..and sat alone..then the girl..Let's call her "Emily" she sat at the table. I was resting my head on the table becuase I...

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=17644&id=100001402767987&saved#!/photo.php?pid=140445&id=100001402767987&ref=fbx_album&fbid=118014574921967I think I might dye it like that. Oh and no it's not computer edited. I had this red light that got too close to me so it made my hair look red and then I was like...oo red hair. :DI want your honest opinion. Red hair? Or no? Or any...

Last night I almost cut again... You can thank Sammie Aka Bipolar Halo for stopping me. <3 Thanks sis. I love you.Then it went away for a while but today the feeling came back during school...I felt like I was going to explode... I just couldn't take it..I couldn't take it...I wanted the relief so badly.. Then..I knew what I had to do to make the feeling go away.. And I feel so much better...

I feel like I'm going to explode...my chest hurts and I'm just so...tense. I don't even know why...but if someone pisses me off I'm likely going to snap at them.. So if I do then I'm really sorry... I can barely type..my hands are shaking.. I don't know why...I don't know why I feel like this..but I hate it.. I really hate it...-sits on the floor- :'( I need a hug..I just feel so overwhelmed.. I...

I remember in 3rd grade..I started biting my arms til they bled and left scars.. In 4th grade I bit myself in school...somebody saw and told my teacher. She brought me out to the hall...And asked me to show her my arm..I said no.. She wouldn't let me go back until I showed her..so I showed her my other arm..the one I didn't bite... But she knew it wasn't the one..so she made me show her the other...

How would you feel if I said that?Would you even care? Does my life matter to you at all?You might cry for a day but soon I would be nothing but a memory of a memory fading away..I'm meaningless. I have no purpose. I'm just here. Not doing anything good, not doing anything bad. Pointless. Some of you might even be happy if I were dead.If I think I have a friend..they prove me wrong soon enough....

Conversation between me and person on facebook chat:Sara:-needs to point this out- You pronounce hands wrong. Well. In my opinion. XD6:31pmMe? I do?6:32pmSaraNeeds to be pronounced kind of like "Hah-nds"It makes it sound a lot better.Soooo I can't say hands. Well..can't sing it..or say it. That just.. made me feel wonderful..not.So how DO you say hands...

Taylor-Do you like fish? Me- No, I don't like most foods though. Taylor- No, the pet. Me- Oh yeah I like the pets..just not the eating kind.XD Fail...Just...fail.Yeaaaah that's fail number one.Fail number two...(EMBARASSING!!!)I broke my underwear..Yeah my *ss was too big and it just...broke. XD I guess I don't fit a size 5 anymore. :P My face got soooo red. :| I just ran up to the bathroom and I...