I remember how I felt every time you said 'I love you..." The butterflies in my stomach made me feel like for once I had a reason to really actually truly be happy. I heard once that butterflies don't lie...but I guess they do.He told me once that nothing last forever....not even happiness. There's always gonna be fighting and pain and hurt....A happily ever after is not real. The more I think...

I can't say much. Maybe I'm insane for loving someone that can never be mine....But sometimes you can't help but to fall...head first. It's like...a connection you could say you have with them and its like they can see you when no one else ever tried to. It hurts every day to see him but I want to see him anyways cuz he makes me a better me. Is that crazy...I hold my head high and put a smile on...