This whole dating thing is so awkward. No one told me it was this awkward. Maybe it's just me, sense I'm naturally awkward, but man. I'm just really awkward. My social awkwardness is gradually eroding away, but man. This is weird.So, my sister asked for a layout for a story for a contest shes doing. I made her about ten until she finally picked one she liked. Then I got a bit carried away and made...

Lately, I've been feeling bad for divorced kids. They were originally made out of love between their parents, and love is when someone cared for someone else more than themselves(in my head,at least). They love the child simply because it's half that person that they loved, if that makes sense to you . But, once that love dies or ends, what's the point in loving that kid anymore?I realize my...

I cut my hair a lot. i just relived that in the past three months I've had three different hair styles.#1 #2 #3 I know, not the best pictures.I'm thinking I'll let my bang grow out then dread my hair. Then when I don't want them anymore I'll just cut it all my hair off so I can also have all the short style I kinda like while it;s growing out. My hair dose grow relatively fast, so I don't have to...

I feel important. Tho I know I'm not to important, I feel like I have a meaning. Thank you extra curricular activities.I joined tennis so now I have practice on Mondays and Wednesdays. Then I joined SGA and we're meeting Monday(which I'm missing because of tennis) Tuesday, Wednesday(which I'm missing half of because on tennis) and Thursday for homecoming decorations. Then I joined drama so we're...

I'm really tired. But I don't want to go to sleep and if I do I know I'm going to get grief from Nicole about school making my tired and that I'm going to get yelled at by my parents because they think I won't sleep that night. And then there's nothing to do to keep my awake so I'm sitting there in the living room getting yelled at if my eyes close and if I go to my room I get someone screaming at...

I've noticed how most of my journals start with me not being able to sleep. Well, right now, I'm not trying to sleep.I don't know why but I was in a really bad mood from about 3am to 3pm. I got mad at mibba members at around 3, fell asleep for three hours, woke up to my sisters(no, not mine)alarm clock and couldn't stop sneezing and had a stuffy nose. So I was just really cranky when I went to...

I fell asleep last might and slept like I died. I woke up at 11 and went back to sleep 'til 2. I felt so good I changed my ava to a picture of my head on a pillow. But, unfortunately, I can't sleep now. And i have to be up in 5 hours. Fun.You know what I don't like? Poets who say they despise rap. Because what is poetry but rap without publicity? And I'm not talking about the mainstream stuff...

I can't sleep again. I have to be up in 4 hours and I can't sleep. How much dose that suck? More than a baby sucks a bottle. I think it might be this strip of light coming from under my door. It's a really stupid reason but I need something to blame.Lately when I haven't been able to sleep I just write a journal then logout and think about what people might have commented. It gives me something to...

No one is here. My parents are sleeping and my sister is at a friends house. I'm all lonely. I'm usually not the last one awake but I want to watch bleach at which started at one and I woke up really late so I'm not tired.Ever had a guy friend that your parents where really paranoid about? Well my dad is really paranoid about Quinn. Who I've known sens I was 5. He says that he's going to rape me....

I think I may be insomnic. It would make send, no matter how dead tired I am I can never sleep. Which in annoying when it's late and hell when I have school. But I guess everyone has those days, right?My dad got mad at my sister earlier and said that once school starts shes can't go to the library unless its for a book you need for school. I thought parents wanted their kids to read. But he went...

So, after years of fighting with myself about who I am I've finally come to terms with myself. I already decided with myself that I would never be generic or manufactured, I will not like Katie Perry, Hot topic, or MTV because everyone else does, but I will like what I like and flaunt it. And if that means people not liking me because of my boots, rap/rock/r&b/alternative music, or my choice...

I'm going to see paramor today. My dad wanted to surprise me and my sister. I'm really bad with emotions so when I'm happy I don't show it to well. He knows that, but I'm still a little worried that he thought I wasn't exited. I never have been to a concert before and most of my friend has granted all of my friends are one or two years older than me. But it's still annoying hearing them talk about...

No, I don't talk right? Well tell me, how do I talk right? Oh so your telling me if I don't sound like you I don't talk right?No, I don't?Well, why don't you go tell that to the people in France, Guatemala, new york, Iraq, Africa, Asia, Europe, Brazil, Australia, why don't you tell that to the person sitting right next to you?No, You can't pull the "man I can't even understand her" card, 'cause...

What the hell is wrong with people? It's like they think we're stupid, or something. A writer is usually smart, believe it or not. We can spot a fake. Especially if you're stupid enough to use a photo of a famous person.Whats wrong with using your own name and photo? And if you don't want to that don't pretend to be someone else, or don't put a photo up. It's damn identity theft.I asked a friend...

Why do people insist on over explaining a joke? I mean really, I get it, orange sounds like aren't you. Which it doesn't, and it's an old joke that everyone knows, so you just make it even more annoying.That's why I hate having to sit next to the "funny kid". Especially when your in the back and the teacher wont catch ether of you talking. The one time a teacher lets me down.Yesterday we where...

I know it sound horrible and twisted, but it's kinda true. I mean, when my mom was on drugs we where living in the same house, she was there most of the times except for those times when she would leave for a week and we would go to our grandparents, and she acted like she loved us, Nicole and I.But, of course I know it's good that's she's "getting help" but I'd rather her be on drugs and everyone...

My dad and step mom get mad at the most ridicules things. Whenever Bridget gets mad she always says "I could punch you in the face someday." The things that run through my mind are 1) should you really be talking that way to your unofficial step-daughter? 2) Only some days? whats wrong with your arm? 3) You wouldn't dare. 4) We know you can, but we're not talking about what we can do, we're...

I can't go to it cause that stupid picture of Kanya gets in the way. who decided to put that there and when?And if Kanya didn't do that to Taylor then her Carrier wouldn't have shot off. Yes it was rude, but leave it alone, like I'm about to because it was long ago and I never really cared.I just want to know if it's on anyone else computer and if it is when it came up. yeah I know a lot of poems...

I convinced my friend Kayla to, finally, get a mibba, and of course the first thing she does is post a grammatically incorrect journal, and has a bad attitude when someone warns her about her grammar, and how she could get banned. Now I'm thinking it was just a bad idea for her to get one.I used to live next to Kayla, but then I moved, and we don't talk that much anymore. I'm kinda glad, 'cause...

That's a boy. I will repeat it. That, is a male, with a penis, named Jeffree star. I still can't rap my head around that.But anyway.....Random, but if your board, look up def poetry. It's really good.My life is spiraling downward, into a black, blank, hell I'm forced to call home. Uh......not quite. But I hate it when people act like that. Like they have the worst life, but don't stop to think...