Have you ever wanted to go to a place so bad it hurt? That's kind of how I feel right now. It's like if I don't go to that one place, I'm going to die or something. I don't know. I think I'm going insane. Haha.We're off for Christmas break. Thank, God. I've invited my best friend over for Chanukah, and we're having my brother's girlfriend over Christmas Day. She's a sweet girl. And my friend gets...

I've been grounded for a few weeks. It's good to be back on here. Though, even when I did have internet, I just sort of died on here over the months... Oh well, I'm resurrecting myself. I miss writing, too. All I've been writing really is poems, and even lately I'm not doing that. I miss my stories, I miss the comments.What's the first thing I do when I have my internet back? Go on Mibba, and then...

Well, I haven't written a journal in awhile. Hmmm...Anyways, I went down on Thursday to Miami to stay with my grandma [I got home today]. It was pretty cool, even though I hate Miami pretty much more than anything.Friday night I went to a show at Hard Rock in Miami and saw Liza Menelli preform. She was amazing. We went backstage, [my grandma and I] and it was funny because people kept running up...

Your whole life you were shoved around. You were always quiet, and just nodded your head. You never had much of a mother, and you certainly didn't have much of a father. But, you were shy and sweet despite all that.People took advantage of you, and twisted your mind. They convinced you that you were something you weren't. They told you that you were a nasty, cold, tough, and horrid person. But,...

Before anyone reads this: I''m a nerd, okay? I throughly enjoy writing about my favorite books. Moving on:I believe Robert Pattinson and Kirsten Stewart will doing an absolutely fantastic job at playing Edward and Bella. And I do believe that people should stop giving them a hard time.First of all, I'm 99.9% sure that the casting people, director, screenwriter, etc. are all fully aware of how big...

In 2007 I was actually really messed up. Life sucked. Towards the end of this year I got through everything, and I'm now myself.2008 will not be like 2007. I refuse to sit around and wait for something to happen. Weird shit happens to me, and when I just sit around, I get in really odd situations.My 2008 New Year's Resolution:Success & To find that lovely someone.Success meaning to really...

I'm writing my confessions in here. For I feel my comfortable telling people on here than I do my real-life friends. Why? I don't know....1. I pray for people on Mibba. Most of the time the people on here are my main priority, and I won't be satisfied until I know their problems are solved, and their wishes come true.2. My two best friends are going out, and I feel terrible that I'm the third...

I think I'm wrong.Wrong about my talents.I thought photography and writing were my only talents.Now I'm beginning to think I have none.My parents say they like my shots a lot,and that they want to frame them.But they're my parents.They have to say that.And when my grandmother saw these [the one that knows countless of photographers, and goes to shows], didn't seem very impressed.[I think.]Sarah...

I never knew why I loved music so much, until now.I don't know, really.I just started really listening to my favorite bands' lyrics,and realized how beautiful and meaningful they are.The Beatles - Across the UniverseLimitless undying love, which shines around me like a million sunsParamore (in whom I'm really getting into) - CrushcrushcrushThey taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with...

I posted this on chat, but I feel like making it a journal..You guys are lovely and amazing girls,and don't let anybody tell you other.You're all beautiful and strong girls.You're also very creative and extremely imaginative.Your work inspires me a lot for my own.Who cares about everyone else?Who cares if so and so was teasing you?You're [insert your name here],and you're kickass and...

I've realized that the worst my parents will do is kick me out.And actually,that would be wonderful.I'm not afraid to dye my hair and pierce my nose without my mother's permission anymore. I just don't care. Because really, what do they have to ground me from?But, all I do is go to school, go on the computer, eat, sleep, and repeat.What are they gonna do, take away my camera?No Katy, you're not...

I sometimes hate beautiful days.I've been wanting to go to downtown Orlando so badly these past few weeks to take pictures. But, I have to wait 'till Channukah [I know that's spelled wrong.] to go- Which is in another month.Ugh.It's like eating me away.I need to get out of here more often.The city's so close, but I never have a way to get to it.I wish I had more freedom.I wish my parents would let...

Mkay,so first off I went to the eyedoc, and I need glasses, so I got two pairs because my mother is the Goddess of bargains.They had to dilate my eyes and everything, so I was blind, and we went shopping, too.So, I was shopping blind.I bought two bras, Avenged Sevenfold shirt, Operation Ivy shirt, the very photograph and that made me want to be a photographer, and I got Eclipse.Then, me and my mom...

I went over on his myspace, and there was a picture of him and girl kissing.So, I ran around my room saying 'fuck' over and over again. Then I went to take a shower and I kept saying 'fuck' and then 'Oh my God' and then I started to cry a little bit.But, then Ithought started talking to myself,and I told myself that it was going to be okay,and yada yada.And then I realized,I fucking did it.I...

I was looking at a picture of my friend on myspace and my mom goes,"Oh, that girl is a wack job."And I asked why and she said,"There were bandages on her wrist and she looked depressed.She was a psycho."First of all,there were NOT bandages on her wrist.Second of all,she was not looking depressed in any way whatsoever.Infact, the guy she adored had called her that night and told herthat he loved...

Antoinette is a fifteen-year-old girl growing up in 1920's America. She is smart, quiet, anti-social, odd, clumsy, snappy, and a feminist. Among her five sisters and one brother, she is the oddball, the strange one, the ignored one. One night at a summer party, Antoinette discovers that her parents had arranged for her to marry someone, in fear that she never would. She is determined to be bitter,...

I love reading over my old stories.That was my very first story ever.I remember how shocked I was when I started getting readers.You like me! You really like me!X]Do any of you remember it?If you're age-ed on Mibba, then you probably do.I think I wrote my first ever sex scene in there, too.-checks-Yup.And it was extremely awkward because I was only about twelve then.xDI think it's funny to see how...

This:This:And this:+++++Anywho,I saw Good Luck Chuck today,and it was scary how much to Jessica Alba was like me.Well, the character she played.I seriously did almost ever klutzy thing she did.I always go 'In love And Death' from the Used,which is very cool.I miss my old hair very much.I can't believe I let her do that.When people say that one of your best friend's are controlling self centered...

And never come back up.I feel quite shitty.This week has been terrible.Besides having five 'A's and one C on my progress report,and seeing my two very best friends in the world have feelings for each other,this week has been boring, plain, and lazy.I wish my mom wouldn't make me feel like shit.My dad's right,I don't think she means for things to come out the way they do,but a lot of the things she...

My grandma is a famous sixties broadway star,so every day I found out that my dad has met all the famous people,some who are actually my heroes.So, yeah.She lived with my dad, my grandma, and my aunt for two years.And he told me she taught him how to do that trick where it looks like you're takingthe top half of your finger off.Ithink most definately know they knew her because my grandma worked...