I'm pretty much breaking down. Jimmy's death is hitting me really hard today. Seeing his drum kit in the Nightmare video, alone. Without him behind it, it's difficult to take in - he should be behind it. He should be the drummer on this album (even though Mike is great.) HE SHOULD BE HERE WITH US. Say it's pathetic all you want, because I don't care. We feel how we feel and nothing can change...

OH MY F*CKING GOD!I can't even say how I feel right now.Just, wow. Wow. WOW.About what?Well, last night, on AvengedSevenfold.com there was a hidden link. A hidden link that has really shocked me, and a lot of fans, I must say. Mr Zachary James Baker wrote a message to us fans, saying:"A very special gift awaits those who have ordered the limited Book of Nightmares. Our gift to you is a moment of...

I read earlier, some true stories that people have experienced with "ghosts" or "spirits" and it occurred to me that I in fact experience some of the things they mentioned in my everyday life.It all started when I was as young as three. I screamed at my mother telling her there was a woman. Obviously there being nothing there, my mother asked me what she looked like. I told her, which faintly I...

I'm not sure how to even begin describing him. The words just haven't arrived in my mind, and it doesn't yet seem real. People are beginning to get annoyed with my constant talking about how wonderful he is and will always be. How he changed lives, how he will forever be a hero. They repeat that I didn't know him so I should "move on", but I can't. I just, can't. I'm a pretty sensitive person, I...