I'm back on Mibba again. I kind of felt, at 4 in the morning, that it would be a great idea to come here and see if I could get some of this pressure off of my chest before I slept.Lately its been great and hard. I'm moving soon, and it scares the shit out of me. My girlfriend, Sandra, is moving in with me, and it still scares the shit out of me. I'm scared we are going to end up like my parents...

I tend to do this every once in a while. I get off line and live and once in a blue moon I come back, only to see my small home named Mibba. So many things have happened here. I figured out mostly who I was here, and went through a state of mind, I really never want to deal with again. Now, I come back to see new faces and new families starting.i still remember all the good times. My first...

If I told you right now, I had never been bullied, it would be a lie. I have. I have been kicked down by people that we’re in a relationship with me, humiliated by classmates and hallway passers, I have been told I’m not good enough, and never going to amount to anything by a teacher, and just brought so low, that I thought, maybe, just maybe, I’m not suppose to be here. That just maybe I...

Well today was OK. I did my normal thing and got through another high school day minus my girlfriend and two of my best friends =( and that annoying kid that always sits by us at lunch was, of course, there asking me question after question. *sighs* lolOther then that it was fun.Talked to Ashley and actually got to know John more then I do now (he is my not so close friend) I learned that his mom...

I am with this girl now... Johnna and she makes me soo happy when we hang out.. We made plans to hang out every day when school starts and I am soo excited I really really can't wait! Its just that I am scared I am going to cling on to her to tight and she is going to push away.I am soo scared idk what to do.. I feel like if I am falling for her soo hard and she said she is falling for me too...

I miss my ex...so much..i don't know what to do.. I know its all my fault and everything though, I am a mess anymore and I don't get why. She was and is my world! but the thing is I had another girl in my mind as well and I had to see what its like to live before being in a relationship for so long, but I know I lost her. I know me and her are gone for good. And I know it is my fault.I just wish...