I had a very good day today. My friend/crush asked his mom if he could go to prom with me. He said that she'll think about it which means that he'll probably be able to come.I made an A on my Spanish II test.I actually answered the majority of the questions on my Frankenstein test...even though I haven't read the book. Sparknotes does wonders.We did the coke and mentos experiment in Chemistry...

I found the perfect dress for prom. It's gorgeous. It's hot pink and looks absolutely amazing on me...if I may say so myself. Too bad it's almost $500 and I can't get it.The boy who was supposed to go to my schools prom with me backed out and said he couldn’t go. He didnt even give me a reason. Go on facebook and little later and see him post that he’s going to his prom with some bopper who...

I say that I want to be in a relationship. A cute one. With a boyfriend that’s not embarrased to hold my hand in front of all his guy friends. I want to match with my boyfriend on somedays. I want him to hug me and never let go. I’d love to have a boyfriend that respects my decision when it comes to sex after marriage. I'd just want to feel loved.But in reality I wouldn’t know what to do if...

I feel like if I died or even just disappeared for an extended period of time that no one would even notice that I was gone. I feel like no one cares about me anymore. People treat me like crap. No matter what I try to do to fix things and make everyone happy...I'm still treated like crap.My "friends" don't support anything I do. They say that the guy I like it a jerk...but if only they saw him as...

Whenever you come around my heart begins to beat faster. Cheesy, I know right? But it's true. I get so nervous around you and that doesn't typically happen form me when I'm around guys because of the simple fact that most of my closer friends are dudes. You were one of my closer friends until you started sending mixed signals.I'm a sensitive chick. You can't just walk in and out of my heart like...

I know he was never mine & I know somewhere in the back of my head that he never will be. But I still can get him out of my mind. He fucked me over & he’s made me feel worthless. But for some reason, I just can’t turn away from him. When he ignores me, I feel alone. I crave his attention. I need to know that he sees me.Call is a insecurity disorder or whatever…I don’t know.I just,...

Ugh, I feel a pool of anger in me. And I’m embarrassed. No matter how much I try to get rid of the thought that he led me on, it won’t leave. Whenever I think about it, a knot forms in my throat.I…I want to cry. I’m angry. I want to go and beat the living mess out of the boy, but at the same time I want him to come to me & be like: “I was just kidding. I like you too, Jessica.” But...

Seriously, like…I want to be in one so bad. I want to be in a relationship with probably one of the worst people to be in one with. I just want to feel loved by a boy.I hate sitting down at lunch & seeing my 4 closest friends all coupled up. It makes me sick to my stomach. I can’t stand it. I feel awkward, out of place…as if I’m intruding on their special moments.I’m honestly going...