my life isn't the most lovely at the moment. Every since my parents split and finally divorced, it's been downhill from then on. Now i hardly trust anyone, not even myself. Sad, i know but the thing is is that i don't know what to do anymore. I feel alone in the world even if i were to be around a crowd of people, i still feel alone. Now i only have one question at the moment: What is a person to...

I sat in the backseat of the van with my music on my MP3 cranked up as far as it would go. Yet it still wasn't loud enough. I could still hear my thoughts and form the pictures in my mind. I could still bring Alexander's cool and calm face to my mind. Front and center like he usually is.I couldn't help the feelings i had for him. The tightness in my chest and the inability to speak due to the...