i'd build myself up
should i give up, or should i just keep chasing pavements?
"But when it came right down to it, the skin of my wrist looked so white and defenseless that I couldn't do it. It was as if what I wanted to kill wasn't in the skin or the thin blue pulse that jumped under my thumb, but somewhere else, deeper, more secret, and a whole lot harder to get at." - The Bell Jar, by Sylvia Plath.
My name is Kayli, and I am fifteen going on twenty one. I drink too much, and find comfort in cigarettes, my friends and All Time Low. I'm a screwed up person, and I'm warning you now, if you're easily offended, don't talk to me. I lost the filter between my brain and my mouth the day I lost my grandmother.
scream to be heard.
and fly around in circles
even if it leads nowhere, or would it be a waste?
saturday, march 3, 2012.
mood: tired.
thoughts: mayday parade and we the kings last night! so amazing!
doing: eating chocolate.
music: say you like me - we the kings
time: 9:32pm.
updates: this layout. and my hair. it is now bright ass blue.
wait then as my heart drops
even if i knew my place, should i leave it there?
forever and always.
boy: justin bieber.
girl: ashlynn smith.
chapter: #1.
status: complete.
big brother.
boy: alex gaskarth.
girl: alison gaskarth.
chapter: #4.
status: hiatus.
title.
boy: name.
girl: name.
chapter: #1.
status: hiatus.
and my back begins to tingle
should i give up, or should i just keep on chasing pavements?
finally could this be it?
should i just keep on chasing pavements?
layout by
allyssa@
lieslikelullabies. | picture
credit. | lyrics: "chasing pavements" by
adele.