HI.i've been a member on here since 2006/2007 (i actually can't remember which, probably '07 though) and i've not posted on here as much over the last few years, but i do like to log in every so often.but then today I tried and got "You are banned from posting on the board. Reason: Posting insulting messages. Your ban expires on 04.03.2011"I've been through my posts and i'm totally confused as to...

1. I like things that sparkle.2. I like free stuff.3. I write a lot.4. I don't have a sexuality.5. I hate maths.6. I rarely back down from an argument/fight.7. I like fantasising.8. Underneath everything, i'm an extremely clingy person.9. I steal too much.10. Lostprophets have been my favourite band for two years.11. I like staying up all night.12. I have dyed red hair.13. I love pizza hut.14. I...

It’s ever so nice and quiet right now. That lovely, peaceful sort of quiet. All I can hear are a few birds twittering outside and some general road noise.It isn’t that I don’t love loud music, crowds of people chattering when it’s a nice atmosphere or whatnot, it’s just... yes. Quiet can be nice. Sometimes it’s welcome. And I have been playing loud music down my headphones for the best...

The only thing that's going to bother me is that you'll all call yourselves my friends.It seems to me like a lot of the things that I realise, or that hurt me, I realise much later on. Perhaps it's because I push things away, not wanting problems, all the while having the mental problems presented by this sort of shit. Then later, when it's... less of an issue, things bring themselves up like...

Huh. Did want to go christmas shopping this weekend but everyone round here is busy (i.e packing for some school trip to Paris or fucking their bf/gf) so I think i'm going to have to spend it at home.As it is, this means I must make a list of things to do :cute:So that I don't completely waste it.-Write a list of everyone i'm getting christmas things for and what i'm getting them.-Make a new...

This morning, did not feel like this morning. it felt more like a very small rat had crawled into my brain through my nose during the night, jumped on top of my brain for a while and then screamed at me.Basically, I was fucking tired. And that shouldn't really be a surprise, I was up till 3/4 am. Ah, that's the way I do things. I'll sleep when i'm dead :weirdAnywhore... I managed to trundle...

IT JUST DEPENDS ON HOW FAR DOWN THEY CAN GO.I'm getting so fucking sick of "friends."It's girls. They're twats. All that matters to them is boys, and your main job is to listen to them whinging or gushing and make the right noises.Take a friend of mine, for example. She used to be at my house or on msn to me in tears every single weekend because of a certain boy who messed her about for a...

It's official. They're my favourite band to see live. Ever.I mean it. I've been to five different gigs this year, that's roughly fifteen different live bands i've seen- and they are THE BEST.:3I didn't like the support bands much. Medic Droid sound like a whingy myspace gimmick band, though Fer Sure is a good track. We Are The Ocean were probably the best of the supports, but they still weren't...

Alright, this is getting ridiculous. Know what just happened?I sneezed and what came out?HALF OF THE GINGERBREAD MAN I JUST ATE.:cheese:It was horrible. A mixture of yellow snot and little orangy browny lumps there in my hands.. had to go wash my hands and shit.>_< Being ill isn't that fun after a bit. The staying off school part is in theory, but I'm starting to feel The Guilt. *sigh*I know...

Seriously. There's no point me really having one. I don't even watch TV. I can watch DVD's on my laptop if I need to, or look up decent shows on tvshack and other such wonderful websites.I watch a bit of Eastenders and such on the TV downstairs, mam's telly- that one's always on, see, so there's really no need for me to have one any more. I don't watch it, and the DVD on it's fucked.D'you reckon...

Attention: the vast majority of this entry is going to be me whinging, a'ite? So.. I would recommend you don't read it. Whatevs, your rolling eyes.Ahh... boys. Never worth it with them, is it? I really wish I was a full on lesbian sometimes. yeah. anyway. point is, for once I found someone who I like who also likes me. There's two problems, however 1) age gap of five years..and a bit. 2) he's back...

Ehh. What's happening?I dunno. it's another one of those nights. I'm sat at the computer staring at a screen and promising myself i'll go to bed soon.But I never, ever do. I don't go to bed before 4 at least. I've been getting up at 2pm last couple of days.I'm pretty lame, recently. I haven't been going out much. Well not over the last two weeks or so. Before that I was wasted for about two weeks...

Yeah, okay, i'm posting about school again.I got given an envelope today with all this new "Gifted and Talented" shizz in it. I've been on the G and T register since year seven, when we all did some test. I'm pretty sure i'm only on it because of my vocabulary. & because their standards are low. The more people they let on, the more students they can pretend they have enrolled that are...