I freaking hate my parents sometimes.Okay, yeah, don't feel like bitching on my more "public" journal, so why not rant here?I hate living with my parents. I HATE IT. It's fucking retarded. They treat me like I'm freaking 9 or something. Goddammit, they piss me off...My dad basically dragged me out of the house to go sit at my grandmother's to do absolutely NOTHING for almost 5 hours because we...

Journaling for no apparent reason... eh, when do I not do that?Just thought I'd pay this account some love and attention...Anywho, so yeah, I screwed over my phone again, meaning I'm getting a new one, again.... This happens about every 4 months, just for you people that don't know. I go through phones like a bad pet owner goes through gold fish... Anywho.So yeah, I go a car, it's my sister's old...

But my writer's block is completely gone!!!! =DI've actually even started a story, and it's so random, I freaking LOVE IT!!!!!You should go check it out...And I decided to start writing my lesbian story again... seeing as it was my most popular one. But my writing sucked last year... like, I went through all the chapters and fixed them as best as I could, but chapter 7 is going to kick all the...

RAWR!!! I'm like SO FREAKIN PISSED OFF!!!And I cant' do an effin thing about it! GOD!!!I'm posting this just on here because I don't feel like letting everyone on my myspace know yet...My freaking boyfriend broke up with me last night...And I'm not pissed at him, I'm not even upset with him, my feelings for him are... exactly the same.AND THAT'S WHAT PISSES ME OFF!!!!I just want him to be mine,...

So if this doesn't make sense, that's why. It will start making sense after a while.. I hope.So today, I went to go take care of my ticket for that car wreck.I really didn't want to get out of the house, but I really needed to get that taken care of. So we went up there, and I thought I could just pay it, but it turns out that if you're a minor, you have to go before a judge... gay... So I had to...

So yeah.... I'm writng here instead of myspace to keep this away from *ehem* certain eyes... anywho.So yeah, last night I went to a slightly lame party, but still had fun. Cute guy there. (Yes, I know I'm lesbian, but I'm aloud to LOOK!!!! lol) but yeah... that's about it that happened last night.You know what's weird? I was planning on bloggin here, even had some thing in mind.. and now I'm like...

NERG!!! FRUSTRATION!!!!! If you haven't guessed from the story I posted... which I doubt you would, becuase I didn't get to the frustrating part yet.I'm just like... need to strangle something, and I don't even know why. I wonder if I'm reading off my sister's energy field, or something, becuase she's pissy.... I don't know.I registered for school today. It was nice to get out of the house. But...

So yeah. I know I'm defeated.I HATE that.Oh well. I'll live.I'll write later today after I get home from my walk.But right now - I need a walk, after my sister answers my email. Maybe going for a long walk will help my mind. I'll go ahead and bring the cds... just for intertainment... I wonder if I have an clean shorts....Anywho!!Going to go register tomorrow. Meh. Afterwards I'm going to...

Omg, I'm so pissed off, I'm about to go kill somebody!!!!My mom is pissing me off!!! First she says she ahs to use the compy, then she stays on for like an hour or 2, even though she knew I was talking to people, then she screwed it up, so I had to restart it, then I found out she somehow got my keyboard AND mouse greasy ,then she get's all pissed off at this site because it had the word "fuck" on...

SWEET!!! lol, sorry Sarah, if you read this... it wouldn't work, then I sent you that thing, then it like... magically worked... lol.So yeah - I've been trying to get this to work ever since I signed up. LOL!! yeah... another place for me to journal on the internet... like I need it.So yeah - I've been sitting here, staring at my notebook, trying to convince myself to type up that other story so I...