do you guys remeber that song Like a star by Corrine Bailey Rae? Well i heard it today and for the strangest reason I started bawling. I cried for myself, I cried for my grandfather. (read the poem secret tears) I just CRIED. I'm one of those people who hold sstuff in until one day they break down outta no where. I guess today was my day. People say I'm so strong but that's because they haven't...

I can't deal with dudes who flirt and then pull back. The total thing actually pisses me off its like i like you you like me make a move. And yes i know its the 21st ask him out yourself . I don't like asking a dude out thats so not me.i would kill for book characters to be real because boom! theres the perfect guy right there stress free.But hey 2 guys that i can always count on Ben & Jerry...