Because I have an amazingly perfect life of a 17yr old girl my life is perfect. That's right, my awesomely perfect job never interrupts my perfectly amazing homework and my beauty perfecting sleep.My PERFECT boss never pays me perfectly on time because my work is SO DAMN PERFECT I can wait another perfect week of my perfect life!My perfectly patient boyfriend would rather hang out with his...

I was just educated on the apparently "Awesome" lives of the two teenage web celebrities "Jessi Slaughter" and "Kiki Kannibal". And all I can say is, "Really? REALLY?!?!"They are proof some people should not have the right to breed. Granted, those girls were what, 11 and 13 when they started posing in pics in underwear and too much make up? The fact is, they were testing limits, going into puberty...

I've just been getting into Nicki Minaj and may I just say, I love her ass.And it's most likely because baby, I got back. I used to be embarrassed about it, doing ANYTHING to hide it, to disguise it. But now being 17 and a senior in high school (soon to be college student) and dealing with what my body looks like, I've learned to accept it.Sure I could diet and work out, been there done...

Yeah, you read what I typed. Few conditions however:No BeiberNo JonasNo My Chem (I know I'm a hypocrite)No fan fiction really.If it's a vampire I only accept original vampires, you know ones YOU made up, and the vampires of the Vampire Chronicles, i.e: Lestat de Lioncourt, Armand, etc.I'd like to let you all know Karma, she's a female dog but tonight she served social justice. I love that female...

When I get my license this June, I'm going to drive to her house. I'm going to knock on her door and ask if she's home if she doesn't answer it herself. I'll say "Hey". From there I've contemplated what to do next and I've decided I won't give her time to say anything. I'll tell her exactly what I want to in one breath well talk so much that she can't get a defensive word in. Then I'll walk away...

Senior year of high school! Woo yeah! I've given up on being nice all the time and acting cheery and hoping everyone will like me.I'm a female dog, and I admit it. I don't know how many times I've told annoying people in class to literally shut the hell up and I don't care what their opinion of me is to be honest. And let me tell you it feels AWESOME.We're doing The Laramie Project in drama and...

My life's been pretty hectic these past two weeks. I just had someone who used to be a best friend tell me to stay away from her and to stay out of my life. I must be that horrible eh? In all honesty it hurts but is actually a relief. She can be extremely selfish most times and chose her boyfriend over all her friends except for three. Not much I can do really.I haven't been so active in the Mibba...

I'm trying to come back to writing so here's my attempt.Summer's going swimmingly (pun intended) almost every day I've seen at least one friend or my boyfriend. I'm not complaining really I'm not, but I've lost my drive to write.See, when I felt sad, alone, or just horrid I'd go to the computer and write, it would take my mind away from everything and the pure relief I got from it made me feel so...

Ah, what a year it's been! Junior year did fly by, and these two remaining weeks only seem to be crawling by. The one acts were great, even though Joel did mess up. But hey, I did manage to save the day! Well, save our one act.My new boyfriend and I have been together for 4 months almost 5 months now. He's not exactly new, in fact he's been almost at my side for 4 years now. I still have my doubts...

Lately I've been given a lot of information about religion. It was practically thrown at me. First I came upon the argument of how "un perfect" the Christian God is in Anne Rice's "The Tale Of The Body Thief". Then my English class had a debate about Evolution and Creationism. I was on Creationism. And Just now I finished Bill Maher's documentary on Religion.All opinions have me thinking. I've...

I've had a good case of writers block for about a year now. Yes, a year. I miss writing, I miss getting the feel of excitement when you realize you have something good and can't wait to get it down onto paper. How do I get rid of this I know there's not just a magical remedy for this, but maybe if you guys told me how you get over it, maybe it could spark some ideas for me.So I ask all of you that...

Have any of you ever lost a pet? It sucks, doesn't it? Leaves a huge hole in your heart don't it?Well at least, that's how it feels to me. And I want another cat but I don't want to replace Louie (my first cat who recently passed). But at the same time I know I can never replace him. My house just seems so empty without having him in it. Maybe the void could be better handled if I had a new cat...

I'm tired of not talking to Eness and leaving our friendship frozen in such an awkward and bitter state. But I know her, if I talk to her, she'll stay quiet until I finish, blame it all on everything but herself, go home, cry, call kyle, he'll throw a tantrum, call me and get me pissed off, I'll call Zach, he'll get pissed, and in the end there will be a good six people pissed off because I'd...

So if you read my previous journal, (which I doubt you have), you'll remember me going on about how beautiful I find my friend Priyanka's full journals to be. So I've decided to try and journal again. I can't stand journaling on paper unless I am given no other choice. I just can't rite fast enough to keep up with my thoughts. You know how that is right? However I'd like to keep a paper journal...

It's amazing to me, how innocent we arrive to this world, and how slowly we become Jaded, innocence is stripped from us, we harden our hearts, we thicken our skins. We do what we must to survive, to carry on. Whether it's for our own sake or for others, we do what we must. I thought it was only myself who did this who began to build walls around herself when I found out not all the world is a...

Alright it's winter break and a Monday. I went to see the boy toy today and we had fun, we watched Interview With The Vampire. Personally, I love the movie. I don't like how it's actually really off from the book, not as off as Queen of The Damned is but that's a different matter altogether.I'm still not sure how exactly I feel about him. I mean when I'm with him yeah it's good, but when I get...

You're all a bunch of Cotton-headed-ninny-muggins!No really just kidding.That's as far as I go.Today was a normal day, I hate to say it, but I missed Matt. He's in France with the rest of French Club. One can only hope he'll bring me back a lovely French boy.So I'm seeing my ex again. I broke up with him, I was just really young and found out though I thought I wanted a boyfriend at age 13, I was...

My cat, Louie had to be put to sleep a few weeks back, January 12th to be exact. He was eleven. I miss him terribly and still cry about him. But he was one of my first friends and I deem it perfectly normal to cry over a lost pet. I sobbed when the morning came. I couldn't see it possible that in a few hours he would be gone from this world. I held him for two hours straight, telling him how much...

So last night I spent the night at my friends house and I knew his parents weren't home and I knew of course I knew his sisters would be throwing a party but I went because I thought that we wouldn't be able to do anything. Besides, people way out of my age range scare me for some reason, well not really scare but make me feel uncomfortable.So it turns out we do get to do stuff. And I'm like...

As of right now I'm winding down with a warm cup of Irish coffee, digesting a Korean soap drama that I watched with my friend about an hour ago. I can't help but to think of Chan every time I do. I need to meet my pen pal one of these days, but first need to learn Korean and make enough money to fly down to South Korea.Rylan was being an ass to me. And Eness was giving me shit about me "crushing...