I'm so glad it's finally getting to be winter. I love it so much. I just want it to snow, so I can go play in it like the child I am at heart. Something about this time of year just makes me really giddy.So, I'm going to shamelessly self promote myself now. Go read my story "Out on the Edge" and I will love you forever. Fo Shizzle. I really really like it and you should show it some love.And if...

Things keep changing and I can't stand it. No one is the same person anymore. I guess I was expecting this though.I keep having terrible panic attacks. They only last a minute or two, but it feels like my chest is collapsing. I don't know what caused them or how to make them stop.My parents are getting a divorce. I could lie and say that's okay, but I don't have the strength.School is getting so...

If you don't want to listen to me rant and whine, then please don't read this. Actually, I advice you not to read this. It's just a heartbroken teenage girl, laying awake at night cause she can't sleep, typing this out on her cell phone while the rest of the world is quiet and complaining. But if you insist.- Im dying. I swear I am. It feels like something is eating me from the inside out. Since...

Guys scare the crap out me. Honesty. When im around them, I always fill uneasy. And penises, well, they creep me out. Honestly. Im not like, "oh my god, im a lesbian" cause i still think guys are cute, but from afar. I don't like to get close to them. Girls seem so much safer, so much smaller and more fragile. Im not scared that they'll hurt me. Guys are so big. They have big hands and they're so...

I fully realize that i could go to the poems section and search though hundreds of poems to find some really really good ones, but i wanted to ask for suggestions. :) are you a poet? Your friend? I'll read anything you tell me to read. I want some really good ones guys. Pleaseeeee? I love you forever :) <3 lyrics/poems are most wanted, but if you've got a story you just recently wrote/read that...

Im not writing this with the intent of anyone reading it, so if you don't want to read it, thats okay. I just wanted to say: there are times when missing you gets so bad, i can't hold it all anymore. Alot of times, it's at night, when you're asleep and im not because insomnia is a bitch. And i lay awake, as i am now, crying my eyes out hopelessly wishing that i could magically poof you here just...

So, I've got issues. I know, I know, who doesn't? But I'm serious. I'm fucked up. There's this girl, her name is megan, and I love her. And I mean that in every possible way. I love her, I'm in love with her, I will always love her. You're probably like, what the heck is your problem then? right? Well, it's complicated. Everything is. It always is because I always fuck everything up. I had a...

So, It's Saturday and I'm bored so I thought I would write this journal entry. You see, music's my life. I know, I know, "every teenager says that". Well, It's true. I eat sleep and breathe music. My Ipod is a connection of my body. And when I'm not listening to my Ipod, I'm playing guitar. And I'm in band at school. I play flute (go ahead, make american pie jokes, I know you want to xP) Music is...

Here i am at 1 o'clock in the morning. again. I swear i have insomnia. Im laying in bed, listening to the song on the menu of this dvd play continuous because im too lazy to get up xD good news is im not sad this time. In fact, i haven't been sad for a while now. Guess i was right, guess it was her. Because guess what. She's mine now! All mine and im so glad. I swear i love her. She's my...

So, it's 1 o'clock in the morning and im laying on my couch watching the history channel, cause im the biggest nerd in the entire world. And ya know what? Im cool with that xD this show is actually pretty interesting haha xD so, im soooo tired, but i can't bring myself to go to sleep. Im in one of those moods, ya know? The "stay up til 4 in the morning, eating ice cream and listening to those...

It's not done yet, but tell me what you think so far..I know that this should be posted in the poems section but It's not done yet. When It's completely finished I'll post it there.They say never give upI say persistence is a cursequit where your atbefore you make things worseI know a thing or two about losingnever been one for clichesalways been one for making mistakespretty words don't mean a...

I am going crazy. It seems like everyone is changing, even me, and i hate it. I don't want to change, i don't want to be this way, but it seems like i can't change. Im pushing away the only person ive ever cared about. Im losing the one thing in my life that keeps me alive. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to fix this. Im going to try to change, but i don't know if that will fix this. I...