Lately,I've been feeling left out of everything and like an outcast.I thought about this lately cause I was on Facebook,and one of my friends and this other girl was talking about how they're gonna have this movie night with Star Wars and ice cream and everything.And then I started thinking about how no one ever wants to do anything with me.How no one ever says,"hey wanna go to a movie this...

Wow.If you guys have read my earlier journals, then you've seen I've been depressed.I was so depressed I was thinking about suicide at least every day.Lets just say if I had a access to a gun,I would have pulled the trigger on myself.But I think I'm recovering.I feel happier now.I really do.I guess its cause I've been seeing my friends a lot more and going outside more.I don't know why,but...

My mental health has gone down the tubes.I feel severely depressed,and I really want to commit suicide.I've already planned it.Step by step.But I just don't know how to help myself.I would see a therapist,but my family is going through an extremely hard time financially,and it'd just be another burden on my parents to have to pay for therapy.And you wanna know how bad our finances are? We owe 600...

There's a Trichotillomania (a hair-pulling disorder,I have another journal entry elaborating on it) Support Group meeting this Sunday.Sounds great,doesn't it? It does.But there's one problem: I don't know how I'm going to tell my parents I want to go.Why would I want to go in the first place? Because I feel so alone having this disorder.I want to meet other people like me out there.I want to have...

I think I'm going crazy.I'm depressed,I scratch myself as a form of self-abuse,I have Trichotillomania (hair-pulling disorder,another form of self-abuse),and I'm acting totally irrational.Okay,the reason I think why I'm going crazy is what happened yesterday:I had to wash out the litterboxes in the backyard.The chore isn't anything I really have a problem with,it's just that I hadn't taken a...

I feel my depression getting worse.I know I need help.I just don't know how to tell my mom and dad.If I tell my mom,she'll just laugh at me and say,"You're not depressed!"I can't blame her for thinking that.I've been hiding my depression for 2 years with a smile.I don't know how to tell her.I've seriously been thinking about suicide.How am I going to kill myself?We get free therapy with our...

I think I'm depressed.Yes,I said it.I think I'm depressed.However,I'm not sure.I can still smile and laugh.But I don't feel truly happy.Okay,let me tell you a bit about my life,and what's wrong.Home life:1.) My mom gets too mad,too easily.I can't ever talk to her about serious things,like if she's getting something she doesn't need.I know that that isn't anything that I should get worked up...

Okay,this is the first time I've actually talked about my disorder,so please,no mean comments.This is a really touchy subject for me,but I just NEED to talk about this.It's driving me nuts to not talk about it.It all started when I was 12.I was so stressed out,I needed to do something.It kicked in,and I started to go downhill from there.I have Trichotillomania (Trich for short).Trichotillomania is...

Well,I invited my freind,Ashley,over for a sleepover.Then she told me if I wanted to go with her somewhere.I said sure.We went over to her guy freinds house.His name was Zach.We hung out for a bit,and he's a really good guy.Ashley wanted us to go out.I didn't want that.Then we went back to my house,and apparently,Zach wanted to go out with me.It hit me in the head like a bowling ball;I didn't know...