I miss you so much Vanessa... i wish you were still alive and well... i loved you so much before you were ruthlessly taken away from me... i did what I promised and i learned your favorite language... but you arent here to hear it... so i will tell your story in french... so that i can show my love forever...mon amour passé ... le premier qui ne m'a jamais aimé en retour ... a été brutalement...

I'm really sad and depressed. I've been alone for far too long. I have never had someone that i can tell everything to. I've never had a shoulder to cry on. I've never had someone who I can show my true emotions with. I am truly alone in this world. I could never get a girl that I knew to like me as i do them. So far, I've asked 61 girls out on a date and only 1 has accepted my offer. But I was...

I'm extremely depressed right now because i had to put my dog to sleep a couple of days ago.......I wish i didn't have to, but she was old and she was in misery....I'm going to miss her so much.... She was the last of my best friends that i could talk to and tell all of my problems and worries to and not get laughed at or criticized for what i said....... I've only had two friends like that.... My...

Ilove it when it rains. When it does, i feel like i'm at peace with the world and everyone in it. It also reminds me of all the people i've lost in my life......... When it rains i feel like they are with me and i love knowing that i know that i'm still loved by the people that have left this world behind. And for some reason, each person feels different to me and i can tell who is with me and who...