life changing.

I went on Student Exchange to the United States of America in January - July 2011.It changed my life, for the better! I am now so outgoing and not afraid about what people think about me. I no longer have to get permission from my friends to do things, i just do what i want within reason. The other day i got my belly button pierced and the week before that i got home from being in America 6...
August 13th, 2011 at 12:05pm

Chance of a lifetime.

I know it's been a long while since i have posted a journal, but in my defence it's because life gets in the way.I found out a few weeks ago that i'm going to America for Student Exchange! I'm so excited, it's the one thing in my life yet that i have tried my hardest to be apart of, and i was accepted for a full scholarship.When it comes to the opposite of that; We are hosting a German Exchange...
August 22nd, 2010 at 12:44pm

change, its growing on me but its good, because not much has.

The school holidays are starting in 11mins and they'll be for 2 WEEKS, which isn't much, but on the contrary. It's LONG enough! Just enough time to make a little bit of money and also relax for the next long term ahead. I'm sorry that I haven't been on in a while, i've just been adjusting to change.For example;- My mum and Mark have decided to start talking to each other, therefore no spliting...
March 25th, 2010 at 05:18am

change, i dont like change.

Last night when i went to bed, i went feeling scared...my mum told me something that i just dont want to hear.But, now i have officially heard it, and unless things change..its going to start happening.Now, i feel scared, i dont know who i can trust and what i can do...but i still have to live.Im going to make things as bright as can be as always, but i dont know how i can put brightness on this...
February 26th, 2010 at 01:36am

We always want what we cant have.

Are you just like me? Where, all you want is that one thing thats just, a little bit out of your reach. If you're not and you get everything you want but take it for granted, your lucky you get what you want.Today, i was watching something and this girl wanted a pink hummer limo for her arrival to a birthday party, wasnt even her party. She couldnt get one in the end so she chucked a tantrum. So,...
February 14th, 2010 at 03:59am

random :D

word, have you ever wanted to just hum along to a song with no one hearing you, then unbeknownst to you everyone is listening...? All i know is, that if that was to ever happen to me....i'd want to be humming my own song! :Dface- ever eaten a really juicy fruit in public ?for those of you who haven't... don't!its embarrsing, you eat and then the juices go all over your face! and its like why did...
February 13th, 2010 at 09:02am

splurting out my feelings. :S

Dear Diary;school is tough, but i always manage to get through it, i just have so much h/w and its the FIRST WEEK. and, i dont like work...but i want money i just yeah, but work is easy just the people who i work with can be real nice than asses.and dad, is pestering me about going there, and then isnt there and is at the tab when im there or somethng and sleeps in and shit...plus he hates me...
February 6th, 2010 at 01:41pm

Rain <3

Rain, rain glorious rain!It rained all day today :DYEP! Im smiling, i love winter, yet im stuck in summer.So a day of rain is so totally awesome. Hahaha.There was this HUGE puddle at school and school was just let out and me and my cousin were walking out of the school and i stepped into it thinking it would just be a 'shallow jumpy puddle' which i love, but instead i stepped into it and stepped...
February 4th, 2010 at 09:10am

hello dudes and dudettes.

i went to school today and everything was cool i suppose.i did the beep test and everything in pe, yeah.i really cant fathom the fact, that someone i love was in pain (not physically) today, it hurt me.so honestly apart from english at school today the day kind of sucked.but thats my whining!Oh, and i got this book in English, wrote by Terry Pratchett.Its about vampire, elfs and trowls in the...
February 3rd, 2010 at 08:54am

DUDE! <3

So theres this guy...We are really close and email eachother when we're not busy...We use to text a lot, until he lost his phone...Yeah, he got a new one but thing is;We come from 2 completely different worlds, literally.Not sometimes, all the time...but when i see him around and in pictures i have and stuff, i miss him so much.You see, he has his life...with his family and he has so many friends,...
February 1st, 2010 at 11:26am

make or break. && the computer.

today was the day, the day that people decided how i was going to be this year, cool, nerdy or indi i suppose....i kind of hope people are seeing me in the indi section, because seriously one of these 'girls' asked me for an answer today and i hadnt even started working cause i could be bothered and she looked, well, shocked! haha.I feel like this year i kind of want to leave my mark, i think this...
February 1st, 2010 at 11:05am

life was meant to be fun, not simple.

my life can be dull and my life can be exciting.i have all these dreams that i really want to come true, even if i have to try, so that they happen.i feel like lately i've changed and dont really think of the outcomes before things happen.i use to be a really serious kind of chick, uptight and found it hard to laugh...i would think of the consequences of everything before i did something and was...
January 30th, 2010 at 08:59am

26th of January '10

ITS AUSTRALIA DAY!! <3This, for me involves an Aussie BBQ and a really bogan whatever day...i love these sort of days!Plus, its a public holiday.As you can see, today i re-edited my about me section in my profile, i think i was getting frustrated for a second with who i actually am, so i just went to simple, so the world really didnt know to much about me.Today i intercepted with a musician...
January 25th, 2010 at 03:31pm