It's like I need to feel really bad about myself in order to write a lick of anything. Even if it is the worst thing ever written, I find it truly helps me cope with how I feel. I'm not sure I'd consider myself depressed, I just go through some really rough patches because I care about others so much and I'm acknowledged so little.I guess it's just really hard to think that I go out of my way to...

I need new blogs to follow! I'm tired of only having about 10% of the blogs I'm following to not be Glee blogs and I haven't had the best luck in finding new ones on my own.So I guess it's safe to say, I want your help and reccommendations!Go ahead and go at it. Feel free to just leave your own url because I'm open to everything. Otherwise, if you like Glee, Doctor Who, Harry Potter, or other...

For the first time in a year or so, I'm genuinely happy. I have friends that I actually see and know they are sneaking around on me, I have a Guy, and work is going really well.Unfortunately my car is still broken, buying may get to go look for a new one next week. :)AfdjffkgdhhhmgartjufzifaitjgzfjUtdjf.I'm just really happy... and all of school is paid for by a talent scholarship. :D

I hate being awkward. I'm so frustrated with how awkward I am.Okay, so start story at the beginning:So his name is Sam. We've gone out several times, but never alone. I feel like he's losing interest and I hate it. I'm so awkward and inexperienced that I just can't force myself to initiate what I want to happen.UGH.I mean last night at midnight, we hugged before going home and he told me happy...

Seriously, oh my God. I hate my best friends brother.Even drunk I hate him. And its making the whole Guy situation more awkward trying to get him to do drugs. I hate drugs.Nothing I hate more. I mean smoking cigars or cigarettes I can deal with, but no drugs please.Well, I guess this has become my only source of venting.

I went out with him once. Once. And his ex girlfriend is telling him I'm an uptight b*tch. I don't even know her...Ugh. Things like this make me feel like I'll be forever alone.One: She's never met me.Two: He saw me once for like five minutes before the double date our mutual friend set up.Three: Are you kidding me?Hmmm. I'm sick of work, I'm sick of drama, I'm sick of not having new...

Yeah, that awkward moment when the person who was your best friend for forever has completely made it official that you're no longer friends and you really don't even care.Um, basically, I don't give a rat's *ss. I don't care if I have to awkwardly share classes with someone who I no longer talk to every day. Nope doesn't matter.And Saturday night, I'm going to have a really good time with really...

I, uh, well lots happened this weekend.I went on a date, had a mini party, went with my dad, and drove around in my invisible bat mobile.Okay, so Friday, nothing happened. But Saturday, after officially getting my store key as an assistant manager, I went on a first date. We went to see "That's my boy" and it was really good and he was super nice. Then we went back to his house with my best friend...

Tomorrow I'm getting my hair done. Like completely redone; cut, color, and highlights.I'm so freaking happy. I'm just ready for things to start looking up and feeling more confident in myself.I'm also going to the gym again and I'm hoping to eventually start running again. Actually, I will start running again. I've let myself go too far, this has got to change.So, yeah. Tomorrow marks a big step...

I think I'm finally going to continue writing my story Identity. After a year of being completely unmotivated to fight the writer's block, I finally started again. I have a little bit so far, and I'll probably finish this chapter up and have it posted by tomorrow.I don't think words can describe how happy I am right now that I finally started writing this story again. I loved the way the prologue...

So after all my nonstop reblogging and blogging on Tumblr, I've decided to start my first Klaine fic. It's been years since I've had a hand at fanfiction.. And I think they've got to be about the fluffiest fictional couple I could write about right now. I need to start easy though, I haven't written a decent thing in months.haha, so with my new found love of Tumblr, you guys should go ask me...

I created a blog on blogspot, just because I've been reading so many lately. You guys are welcome to follow me there, just because I hardly ever do anything on this site anymore.I mean, I come on to see if I have any comments or anything, even though I know I won't because I never talk to anyone like I did last summer where I couldn't pull myself away from mibba.--So my mom, she is obsessed with...

How, I do get frustrated with thee!I swear, I spend hours upon hours of trying to navigate the site but I still know nothing! I can barely navigate around on there. I don't understand how you even find things to reblog or to find blogs to follow. Ugh. I've reblogged a few things, just I guess I haven't really tried to work with the site.Anyway, what's new Mibba?I never write anymore, I think its...

That's right. One year down, three or four to go. I only have one more test to take tomorrow morning before I'm free to spend my summer doing things i love: working, working, sleeping, working, amusement parks with friends, swimming, working, and road trips.I can't even wait. I'm leaving for the Mall of America in seventeen days! I have been waiting for this trip since January and seven days of...

Yep. I finally got my letter and I'm a very happy camper since it took like forever and a day to get to my mailbox. :D What letter, you ask?My Pigfarts accpetance letter, of course!Well, that and a letter from Elizabeth; and unfortunately I don't have a rocketship to get me to Mars... :(But we can celebrate my other letter. She even sent it equipped with a sticker. Seriously, why does everyone...

I'm going to be blunt, nothing special or interesting happened today... I justbwant to comment swap.The rules are simple, comment here telling me what to comment on of yours or I'll either think you're a generous commenter or I'll return the favor on whatever I choose. You comment mine first because that's only fair... and I wont be cheated. Don't get me wrong, I trust you mibba, it just only...

I know I'm a bit behind, but I just watched it yesterday for the first time and well, it was totally awesome.Yeah, what an eventful life I live. Performances everyday between classes, working every other night, and neglecting to finish homework assignments. Some might say I need to straighten out my priorities but I say to hell with it. I've got all A's I think I've got some room to slack....

I did just get my letter from Aubrey! It was a day late so I'm pretty mad about that. I'm just kinda like, maybe you shouldn't have been so lazy and got out to send it a day earlier.I'm kidding guys, I'm happy about my letter. Makes feeling horrible feel like ten times better.Unfortunately for the fourth time in two months I have to go to the doctor. Its absolutely horrible and I have my final...

So, as mibbian for several years now I've never needed to report anyone and now that I need to, I don't know how to go about doings so. Its a spammers on one of my story comments. Guys, I don't know what to do! D:You all probably think I'm a lame-o for jot knowing how to, but its whatever. Hah.---While we're talking about stories, does anyone want to comment swap on either Winter Weather or The...

Lets have a mingle and get to know each other party. Right here. Right now.Really though, I need to find some mibba pals to talk to. Any takers?---Its beginning to look a lot like Christmas in my house. The tree is up, the lights are up, and my mom keeps yelling 'your hands off my tree!' I love the holidays.Guys, my mom is like scary obsessed with her Christmas tree. She has to put the ornaments...