Deprived of her fake laughter.

I'm scared. I really am.I hear the whimpering of my brother. He's calling my mom and here I am typing.I'm scared. I don't know what to do. I hope this never happens again.My brother a few minutes ago was in a coughing fit. He then started to choke and cry and call for my mom. Everyone rushed while I stared. Dumbfounded at the scene. I went out from my room because I hear the dogs barking and...
July 21st, 2010 at 05:42pm

Going into highschool like there aint no tomorrow.

I'm going to high school after a few days since summer here is april-may/june and our school system is pretty weird.I've looked at all the memories I had and think"The hell was I thinking?"Yes, I know. I seem to young to actually know drama and I know that and to be honest I'm even more scared of high school because a lot of people changed the past years so what happens if they change even...
May 31st, 2010 at 07:37am

There's nothing sad about abandoned shells.

I've been re-reading Little Prince and I remembered crying the first time I read it.The book has a lot of meaning to it and different symbols everywhere.Sometimes I wish could doze off and dream into the little prince's world.I know it sounds as if I want to escape reality but who never imagined his or herself in a fictional character's place?I smile every time I read "The Love Story" in The...
April 16th, 2010 at 05:07pm

These emotionless lumps of flesh replaced my friends.

I can't seem to think anymore.I seem to be fighting with a "friend" of mine.It started with a chess piece to be exact and me asking people what you do in chess and her getting irritated at me from what? Well, talking. I mean to be honest, I wasn't even pissed off then.What irked me was when she talked to my friend saying"God, I hate her so much she kept on asking questions."While my friend...
March 19th, 2010 at 10:41am

An Invisible Glass Mask.

I'm gonna be here in my little emo corner.I'm starting to hate how people think they know who I am.Oh don't worry it's not that crap where it says the whole time"OMG EVERYONE HATES ME TT^TT THEY DONT UNDERSTAND ME-CUTS SELF- SOBSOB MY WOUNDS ARE MY BFFS!".It's just that I'm annoyed that people think I'm all happy sh^t and perversenessor really angry, scolding at everyone and I can never be...
March 14th, 2010 at 04:04pm

Well I can`t be bothered.

Sitting in tables of the library.gossiping.To be honest, I'm pretty much okay with gossiping...what I hate is when people are so ignorant or oblivious that they gossip or to say bad things about your friends. I throw a b*tch fit when that happens. It's the worst thing you can do around me to be honest.IT REALLY MAKES ME WANT TO SCREAM AND SHOUT AT THEM.Not throw a tantrum at least but at the point...
March 3rd, 2010 at 12:04pm