I have to admit....I'm really really obsessed. Like I bought the song that plays when Matthew and Mary are at the train station and everytime I'm walking around to it I am in complete bliss. It's soooooo good. I watched like 10 hours of it last weekend and finished the season. I am so in love with Matthew. He is so amazing. And I think that Maggie Smith is the best person ever, I mean how can she...

I have been writing my story "Casimir Pulaski Day" for some time now and I need feedback because if it totally sucks I can't just keep writing. So if you've got time and you're a good person, could you read and comment? I promise I'll comment one of your story's or poems or whatever. Help me out guys. This is what mibba is for right? :)Just to add, I feel extremely happy. And it's awesome. Even...

All this time I've been trying to figure it out...why am I sad, why do I cry, why can't I be normal and happy like everyone else? But these past few days I've discovered what it is....theater. It's there. I need it, I crave it. I've been performing and all of the sudden everything is beautiful. My world has become a place of worth, a place where someone would love to go. The things that seemed so...

After New Year's I always go back and look at my life; what it was, what it is and what I want it to be. Stupid and silly it may be, it's therapeutic in it's own way. It often leads me to making good decisions and smart choices because I realize how stupid I am, how ridiculous the things I do are. Today is that day, and I have realized some very important things. First off, how frequently I stop...

I am writing a new story called A Heart of Stone and I NEED someone to make me a story layout. The story is about a girl who is cursed with the inability to love and given a stone heart in replacement for her old one which is obviously taken from her. It's got a Irish folklore sense to it and it's pretty cool....I just need a story layout. If you are willing, please let me know. I would be forever...

Today is my 7 month anniversary with my boyfriend. We have been through so much together and I am so proud of this love we have created. He is my shining light in the dark and I adore him in every single way. There is nothing in this world that I want more then this happiness and he feels the same about me. In high school it's really tough to have/find a long lasting relationship because so much...

You know you are good when you've got haters. And I hate to be vain or anything, but its true. If there are girls talking shit about how they were better then you even though they didn't get into the musical, then you KNOW you are good. I got into my high school's annual musical, which this year is going to be "The Producers"I am probably in one of the most competitive schools for the theaters...

During my honors history class my teacher began to describe Plato's Allegory of the Cave theory. If you are unfamiliar with it, it basically theorizes that the entire society is theoretically chained up inside a cave, facing a blank flat cave wall. But behind us, on a sort of landing, is this huge burning fire with these unknown people by it creating shadows on the wall in front of us. All that...

I'll just start this out by saying I'm the kind of person who likes to take good care of her personal possessions, especially the ones I use on a daily basis. I always see those girls with like totally effed up screens, and then they seem like they like it. I always used to tell myself that that would never be me. Well....gravity thought otherwise.My 2 and ahlaf year old baby 3GS iphone is...

About two days ago I was closer to dieing then I have ever been in my entire life.I over dosed and had an allergic reaction to Benadryl, which therefore caused my entire body to be covered in hives.It started early on in the day after I spent the night outside on an air mattress with my brother. I woke up with about 7 spider bites, some of them on my face. My parents and my brother went to the...

I suppose I've started this emotional cycle of feeling absolute pure hate towards everything in my life and then feeling nothing but pure and blissful glee. But the part that is most common, between both of those emotions, is the in between. The part where I ask myself what I'm doing, the part where I come back to reality, the part where everything is gray and no memories are made. The part where...

Tomorrow is my last day of school...I made it. I can finally say that I made it through freshman year. I'm done. It's over. Everything will be complete. I'll have my love, the sun, good music and everything else a person could need.It's so close I can taste it. Everything feels like summer as I walk around. The entire day just screams summer.This year has been crazy....I've learned so much about...

There's a point I've come to in my life where I honestly feel as though life is perfect. I believe I have everything a girl could ask for and more.And truthfully...I am passionately in love. And it's unquestionable...its intense, and its so childish and teenage and it (and my person) is the best thing that's happened to me so far this year. So far in the past three years really....Love.I keep...

In the past week I learned a lot.Foremost, I learned that lying abut ridiculous things will only get you one place, and that's the deuce corner as far as family dynamics go.Second, I learned that never, EVER should you compare someone to a dumb and loyal dog. Especially when that person feels particularly left out by their lack of awesome ArtQuest friends. Way to go Miranda....And lastly, I have...

Beach house three day weekend re-cap:Ocean- Checkimmense amount of food- Checkhot tub- Checkfamily time- Checkadventures- CHECK!sleeping-in- Checkseals- CheckFoosball/air hockey- Checkbad ass music- Checkhappiness- CheckSo yupThat was the past three days. And it was lovely. I am now sitting in my spotless room. The Shins on replay, getting excited for my movie night with all of the people who rock...

So three not-so-fun things happened to me today.One of them being a trip to the orthodontist where they proceeded in telling me ALL about the fancy technology they planned on using to move my bottom jaw to a decent place, rather then the enormous gap I suffer from now.After that lovely trip, my jaw hurt like a bitch from it being opened so much. Screw the orthodontists. They haven't even done any...

Today my aunt and uncle, Dan and Riva, are moving to Austin, Texas. I honestly don't know what I am going to do without them. They are my main support system out here in California besides my parents, and they are here for me no matter what. I don't want them to leave me stranded out here all by myself. It was so nice to have two other adults on this planet besides my parents who just.....got me....

There are a few things that I am now quite obsessed with.The first (and most foremost) being apple juice. We had pie/pi day at school (get it, because the date was 3.14 and that's the- I think you get it.....) and my teacher brought a lot of apple juice....and I started drinking it and doing math at the same time and I just started tripping out. So now every time I'm at home doing math I have to...

I think I take back my depression. Either that....or I'm over it. I listened to the advice of my fellow mibbians and my holy mother (like, my literal mom) and I just feel a world better. Not to mention that I had probably the most amazing weekend on the planet.I don't know if you even care to hear what was awesome about it but I'll tell you anyways. First I babysat with my fellow bachelorette Cleo...

I guess I have never been truly depressed up until now. I mean sure, I've had a bad day or maybe even a bad week full of homework and rain. But it's been a full month since I've been truly happy.And there are so many reasons for that....yet they all seem so ridiculous. In drama we have to open ourselves up and convert all of the energy we've been storing up into acting and focus. So today we did...