i hate that when I'm pulling an allnighter, I want to sleep so badly and I'll end up passing out face first on my Macbook. Then when I need to be sleeping, I can't. My boyfriend left my house 7 hours ago, I was tired as hell when he was here but I haven't been able to sleep and I'm wide awake now. I went outside and walked around by myself for a while when it started getting light out, but then...

I have been experimenting with drugs for a while. I've probably done more than most people. I stay as safe as I can though. Today I was hanging out with my best friend and my boyfriend. My dad had left me some cash to buy a yearbook, but they were all sold out. We ordered a pizza and decided to buy some MDMA with the rest of the money. All of our sources were dry though, so we settled on Ritalin....

I hate the way you just clam up when other people are around us.I hate the way you just disappear off the face of the earth every once in a while.I hate the way that you do things that are really really dangerous.I hate the way you skip school all the time, and you might fail this year.I hate the way you have so much potential, you just don't use it.I hate the way you think you need to be exactly...

Today was actually one of the best days I have had in a while.I've been having a hard time sleeping lately because of the heat.I feel too unprotected if I sleep without a blanket, but it's too hot with one so it kind of poses as a problem. I always end up falling asleep at around 4 am, so I haven't been attending my morning classes and I've been sleeping till lunch time.My dad would kill me if he...